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dREam Ish HAppIe ..``buT ReAL tHINgs HAppEN iS huRT..``,,,LIfe ISH shOrt bUt whY noBOdY WanTS to APpreCiaTE it WOrX?!!WhY?!INcLUDe MI..``NOw ONlI I rElizE IM JUZ wAsTinG mY TIme N DUno hOW to APprEciaTE a SInGLe SeCOnd tO enJOy MYseLF Nor ALwAyz HIdE in De COrNEr N DroP teARs...``IS dAT gUD??!!
I rEli duN dARE to fACE alL My ProBLem..cUZ i Noe Im WEak..i noE no maTTER hoW i WIlL Cry..``am I rIghT?!!SO IM sCarE TO LOSt The ONe I lOve N De One I neD..``!!i NEd Them in mY lIFe !!..``I cANt LiVE wItHOuT THeM..``!
Im TOtaLLy SaD wheN a GeR naME AlwAYz aPPear in hiS lifE..``i HATe Dat!!i DOwAN diZ tYpe Of LifE..FUll oF sADNess ,n JeLEs``why?!!i Relize Dat Im In LoVE wiF sOMeONe BUt i juz DUn dAre TO aDMit!!wAT MY jIE jIE sAId isH alL RIghT de..'U GET THE ANSWER BUT U SCARE BEEN HURT ' wat She SaY iS alL tRue..am I sCaRE to aDMiT oR sCarE to BE HUrt?!!buT I nOE i Juz cANt BE so SeLFish..jUZ neD To MAke mYSELf HAPpIe buT NEva ThinK Of OtheRs..!!alWAyz neD pPL Stay by mY siDe N DUn LeAVE..WhY?WHy ALl dIZ hAppEn?IM To sELfISh N gREEdY!!dATz Wat i fEEl!!im SOrY ..IM so SOrRY...DO EUU NOe dAT,NO MAtteR hOW dEeP N sEriOus U lOve Mi I wonT cARe..``Datz OtHER pRObLEM noE maRX..``!!i WoNt CarE!!
I do LoVE euU SIncE WE StaRt conTAct..i DUno WHy..dAT kInd Of FeEliNg KeEP ON atTAckINg My MiNE..I cANt FOrGET DatZ..i cANt BLufF mYSElf cuz ISH ReLi SUffER!!!!i`ve trY BUt i rEli CanT..``I wiSH i Can LEavE N GO oUT qUIetLy..``I WIsh u wiLl ALwAYZ by her SidE..Cuz She NeD euU MORe.!!!proMisE mI duN huRT HER cAN ma?!!:(if NOT I wiLL BE gUiLtY foReVA..``
ONe DaY i WIlL leAve N Go..i WOnT cARe BouT EUu..cUZ i RelI cANt...``tHE ger Dat U NEd ISH NOt mi.!!!De Ger U fiNDINg is NoT MI.!!dUN worrY I WIlL go..i AdMIt iM a lOosEr``i WIlL fACe It ALl MysElf..``nO matTER hOW dIFF i WIlL go on..b Cuz i JUZ ned U tO be HAppIE EVYdAY..dATz ALl..``oTherS im noT IntereStINg ANemoRE..``DuN wORrY boUt mi..``
DO euU NoE dAT ..wHEN U asK mI To BE UR siS..How I FeEl?!!i ProMISe TO bE ur SIs Cuz I doWAN To Hurt euU..I dOWan AneThiNG HAPpen on u Or OtherZ..i DOwan Ppl QuarREl B cuZ of OuR rELAtIOnSHip..so i HAV to CHoosE dIZ rOAd..nobody WIlL unDerStanD HOw IT FeeL..``dEEP iNSIdE ..mY heARt Ish ALl brOken inTo PIECeS..``i CaNT UNdeRsTANd whY..i RELi cANt GEt De ANsWer Why!!!!whY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i juz keEp On dROPpINg My TEars WHeN i WRote DIz BloG!!goD plz HELp Mi!!I reLi CanT STOp DroPpIng mY teARs!!!My TEars KEEp oN roLinG dOWn N dOWn...:(WHy God HAV To let mI choOsE diZ roAD.?!!Why??!!!cAN i sTop chOOsinG?!!iM so sAD...IM so moOdY..I jUZ cANT LovE him cUZ i ScARE to lOSt hIM ONE dAYz..!!i noe HE wonT sTAy BY My SIdE foRevA..Cuz One Day HE wIlL bEK TO His Own WorLD..``IM DrEminG.,..Juz dREamINg...!!fOREva DreaMInG...!!I WIlL lET Go EvytHINg...CUz I Noe he WOnT NOe How I feeL N HOW hUrt am I..``I WOnT LET HiM nOE..!!I wONT TeLL Him!!cUz I pROmisE hIM To MAKe Him HApPIE foREVa..I wiLL GO on mYSelF..!!Im SOrRYY..iM so SOrYy...!!!im SOrrY to u n Im SOrrY to My Bf..im relI a USelEsS ger N toOpID GeR..im RelI TirEd..i NeD a LoNg REsT!!tAke caRE urSeLF...I rELi misSs EUu SO MUCh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!- Broken Heart-i will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dreamThe feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else's arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million piecesI sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowdI wish so very much that one day we can have it all backBut for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart.
