LiFe Ish Sux..suXx...tOTAlly SuxX ..Sux LyKe hElL```

diZ tIME WHeN iM bLOgGinG,Im No LOnGERr in MoI hSe Or in mY PLaCe..I hAve LEave mOi PlaCE n hav mOi Own LiFE..Im SOrYy evrYOne Cuz I nevA c U gUyz EveNtHOuGh Juz A SeCOnd..iM reLI SOrrY...``nW mY LIFe is VERy Gud..HoPE mY faMIly woNt WOrRy boUt Mi ANemoRe..cUZ Im GonNA hav my own WoRk N taKe CarE mOi selF..rElI mISS euU gUtZ N mIsS my hOme SO mUCh..BUt iM noT GoIN hOMe LoLX..HEhEheE...``sO i Have NOthIN To DroP..Juz WaNA sAid DAT..takE cARe EVryBOdy..xiAOger wiLL LOvE EUu gUyz ForEVA Ya...``i May be seLdoM ONlIne..cUZ i havE tO woRk..HAHaha..SO MIss EUu gUYZ foReVA..BUbByeZZ```

fOReVA MiI:
ShANie DInG.........

KnowiNg EUu ish SUmEThIN,HAvINg euU ISH EVyThINg..&lOve euU ISH SUmEThIN I cALl HAppIneSs``

I was thinking.. wad if i really haf the chance t0 c HIM*.. s0o`?! will he be happy lik i d0`?! 0r sianz1/2 t0 see mi.. 0r will i gain anything`?! NAHS`! S0me m0re he already click wif s0me0ne le.. sighs*

T0 : MY PRETTY B0Y;

( euu sh0uld n0e wh0 euu are )

The sms euu gave ish s0o sweet tat can nv b replaced.. i've n0 ch0ice but t0 delete it 0nce i read.. cux i cant st0p myself frm viewing again & again.. this will 0nli make mi think ab0ut euu m0re & m0re.. i went t0 ur frenster pr0file, i realised i'm n0t the 0nli 0ne euu missed.. n0t the 0nli 0ne missing euu t0o.. i dun wish t0 turn back the time.. cux even if turned back, my feelings f0r euu wun be the same anym0re.. the time is helping mi t0 make euu fade away frm mi.. i dun mind.. it's g0od t0o.. cux we r imp0ssible.. wad i knew ish, i still l0ve, miss & care f0r euu as a FRIEND.. tk care.. sincerely h0pe euu can find a much better girl wh0 is much better den me.. I n0e euu will surely be able t0 find.. h0pe my g0od side and the times tat we were happy t0gether will stay in ur mind instead of the bad side.. dun f0rget mi k.. cux i'll always remember euu.. ALWAYS; i PR0MISE! sighs*

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T0 ; BABYB0I

:( IF EUU R N0T BABYB0I; PLS ST0P READING N0W,THX! )

i ch0ose n0t t0 reply ur sms,, ur cAlls & wAdevA iSh b'cUx i dUn tHiNk thEre's a nEed..` =)) euu r n0t bel0ng t0 mi & 0f cUx i'm n0t bel0ng t0 euu t0o..` i get CRUSH 0n euu iSh cUx at tAt time i wAs t0tALy heArtbr0ken & i'm finding s0me0ne t0 help mi 0verc0me him..` s0o SAD,, we b0th g0t the wr0ng tHiNking 0r mAybe i'm the 0nLi 0ne get f0ol`! =)) nVm`` iSh okay.. i find it t0opiDd t0o..` seri0usly,, cUx 0f euu i ch0ose n0t t0 0nLine in msn,, dUn fEeL lik bl0gging,, dUn fEeL lik plAying FRENSTER agAin..` x(( i dun0 y La,, bUt i tHink tAt's 0nLi a way t0 f0rget euu..` x(( tHx! euu d0 bRiGhtEn up my dAes whEn i'm d0wn..`=DD euu r n0t wr0ng 0r t0 blAme..` dUn get pissed 0ff k`?! we r stiL FRENS`! =D GDLUCK & AL THE BEST t0 euu & HER`!!! xDD

DeARr,, an0ther dAe hAs pAssed..` diD euu reAlise i'm miSsing euu eVy dEn & n0w..` i dUn nEed t0 n0e whethEr euu miSsx mi an0t..` i jUx wAn euu t0 n0e i rEaLy rEaLy miSsx euu..` x(( hAix~``
t0dAe wAs a relAxing dAe at h0me`!!! =D i diDn't evEn stEp 0ut 0f my hSe t0 bUy f0od 0r wAd..` i jUx stAy at h0me & slAck`! =)) i wAke qUite lAte..` al0ne at h0me..` wEnt 0nLine & chAt wif frEns..` t0dAe wAs a tiRing dAE eDiting my frEnstEr ...it tAkes the wh0Le dAe t0 c0mplete evErytHiNg..` L0L`! bUt iSh w0rth it..` aiN't it niCer n0w`?!? whAhahhAhA`! =)) aftEr tAt i hAd my diNnEr & wAtch tv..` rEaLy bEri b0ring..` =x h0w i wiSh thEre's DeARr ar0und t0 pEi mi..` 0r evEn a ENTERTAINER LA`! hAix``i MiSs moI BAobEiI so McH..``oNe oR tWo WeEk NeBa Saw hIM..HaiZ..``Fer EuU gUyz ISH NOtHin..buT FeR mi iSH a VErY bIgG probLE..CanT slEeP wElL..``no MoOd To Eat..``no mooD TO sTudY..``n Do eVYtHInG lArx..buT HAPpI Cuz GonNA meeT moI LAOgONg soON..HEhehEH..``AT..SUmEwheRe OveR dE mOOn baHX..WaiTINg..``~~wAItINg Fer De TiME n De DayZ TuU cuM..HEHehE``smUzKX..``

whAHaHhahaHa`! 没有 stead 很 fan; 有 stead m0re MA FAN`!!! =x
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- i bite my t0ngue everytime when i think 0f euu, cux BL00D in my m0uth ish better den TEARS 0n the gr0und -

老公 ,老婆想对你说 , 你最珍贵!!!

- let mi n0e wad's inside ur mind right n0w -

whY?Im So borEd OF diZ lIFe``

WHY....WHY.....WHY..im ReLi SUx Of Diz KiND of lIfE..Plz leAVE mIi..cAN eUU?I rEli hOpe MOi RElaTioNshIP WIf MOi BAobEIi LAOgonG wiLL Be havE A PEace LiFe..Can EUu pLZ LEave Mii alONE?I rELi HAte euU To maKE oUR rElaTioNSHiP BEcoME worSt..I haTE tO *HATE* EUu DO U noe DaT?Can We BE fReN?i SwEar b4 ..We CANt tOgETher anEmORe..Cuz ISH alL Over..ish mORe Than ENuf..I nEeD a PeACE n qUiTE plAce ...i do loVE EUu ...Juz OncE..N iSH alL oVER aFter wE BeCOme eNeMy...i try nOt To ThINkOf EuU.n haVE a NEw lIFe..``iM SoWIeE FrEn..``WE cAN sTIlL BE fREn..BUt plz DUn diStURb MOif LIFe..tHAnk so McH..``


>>whEn Ish oveR..PLZ duN tHinK beK.,ish imPoSible Fer Us To GET BEk LyKE lAsT TIme..I Dun Love U aS mUCh AS last tIme..I duN mISs euU so much ANemORe..``pLZ GiP MI A cHancE TO nOE N uNDerStANd MORe DeEper boUt MIi>>

HAppY DaY..SwEet FWeNZ``

HAhaHAha..YeSTErdAT Go epOh..``sO sYok lOlx..buT AbiT BoReD laRx..``VeRY TirED lOlx..walK n Stand whoLE DaYz..WaNA go epOh parAde buT CanT..HAha..BuSY``at9 unTiLl 1am suMEThIn oni rEAch hsE.``haIz..kelIan..``=P..SHiT..TDy Saw A SUXx geR..ReLi LoOK LykE byTch LA Her PaTTErN..Can vOmit NiIa..I duNO HER wElL..ISH mOi bro fReN..DUno whICh idiOt BufFAlo..``thiNk Dat She'S PWEtiI..fAce lOok LYke AsSHoLE nIiA..``I RElI dATe DIz KinD Of GER meRX..DaMN suX NiiA..``JUz loOk AT THE mIrrROr k..DUn aCT iNFRNt N ThiNK U arE veRy sWEeT Or pwEtTi..``

BYTCh ARE RELI SUX...SUX...SUX..SUX.............``


notHIn Mch..Tdy sunDay ..MOi ji mUi cuM FInD miI n WE gO loNgKaI..WaHAHa..``gO mY hsE ThaN gO BUy rOJak..aFteR dAT wE gO lONgKai at tMn MaSn neW ViLlAge...so winDy..``SO NicE..CUz ToO manY LAng Zai c..wahAHahAHa..J.kIdDINg La..alL very ugLy dE..``WaHAhaHA..baD hOr MiI..``
To9 mUz SleEo EaRLy lOl..tDy MooD noT VERy Gud CuzwhEn Go LonGkaI i SaW suMeBOdy dAT i neVA wIsH tO c..haIZ..``MOi x-bf..i duNO Wat tO sAY lA..noThIn To taLK WIf HimJUZ go lYke Dat..soWIie..i neVA meAN To be so ruDe tO EUu..RelI SO soWiieE..i jUz Can TalK n SpeAK WHeN i Saw Euu..u MAy tHinK im ruDe..But Im nOT..i juz BE very SHy tO tALk tOo euU aFTer I tHInK beK oUR MemORy fEw YEarS aGo..I rELi cANt AccEPt it DO euU Noe?``hOpe U WOnT mINd N ThINk nEgatIveLy..i do mISs EUu TOo..``NOtHin mORe ThAN Dat``

moI NEw ModEl..i loVE tHEIr STYle SO mucH``i chOOsE MOi slEF.```

diZ gUy Ish MoI cousIN..moI NEw moDel Of 2006``wahAHahA..heNSem hORx``

pIikO_x MeN cAteGOrY xCelLENt``

she's moI StrAwBErRy_PinKy CHicK...CuTE lERx.

i lOVe HEr STylE....

do eUu NOe whErE diD a beAuTY oF A geR Come FroM? anEBoDY gOT anSweR?

``LEt MiI noe Ya...=P

she's JeSsicA..i LovE heR haIR sTYle..<<

moI coOL N HoT moDEL oF 2006``

- !!!!! U'RE BEAUTIFUL``ISH TRUE!!!!!-

dRAwINg ish heR hObBieZ...``

moI pICtUrE LoLX..Juz TAke A lOoKz..dATz ALl```

MOI PWETTI WORLD..ISH BEGIN NOW N FOREVA..

moI lOveLy ROom..toO BlUR jORx..NoT nICe LoLx``

hEhE..MoI HSe LoLx..InDOor..``

moI CLowN dE ShirT..HAhaHA..LooK So cute nEhx``

LoLX..miSsINg the LurF ONne``

LoLX..Tdy cUm bLOgG agAin..LonG tIME bo bLoGg joR lOlx..``so faST One YEar oNE mOnTHs PAsT AgaiN..Huh```rElI UNbElivaBlE..``Moi baobeii Go SHoPPiNg loLx..wiF His MuM,siS n bro lOlx..he SO CUte LArx.duNO HOw To MEnTiON..``LurF hIm SO mUchIE..``=D..Than fER alL dE tHInG YEaH``...``=.=
noThIn tO do AT HOme..tHan go CapTure ALL De C2Pid PiCturE..``SIiEN NIiA..``:p..Tdy gET AnviTatIon cARd LOLx..b'dAe dE lOlx..``fROM MoI LOveLy FWeN..Yu chuI HunG..NEwAy THANx sO much ya..hOpeFUlLy I Can joIn n CelEbrAtE dE PArTY TOGetHEr...@_@..

at skUL BOreD nIIa...NoThiN to DO..Diz FeW dAyz tEaCHer AbSEnT..MOsT Of The TEaCHeR..DUno go WHeRE LA``tHan Mii n Moi lAOPo..WAhahAHaHA``draWInG lOlX..SHe SO gUd AT DrAwINg carTOOn..n xPEsIALY DraW SHiT La..``dA BieN``noThIn To Do liAO GuaA``=.= CutE LyKE helL..shE veRY Bd dE..XpeSiALlU soPhy la..ALwaYZ sAY I TEacH heR sCoLD baD wORdSWAhahaHAha..DatZ wAT We AlwAyz ScoLD..BAd GeR``=P...OKoK..BE gUD Ger k..DUn ScoLD aLL Diz.nOt GuD feR heALTh..``WahAHaHA..sWEeT``

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HAPPY 16TH

B'DAE

TO

*CHUI HUNG*

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i really cant live with0ut baby.. never say euu g0nna ..a leave mi again.. i can nv tk it..leave mi again.. i can nv tk it..

HEr paRTy cARd..nICe HORx``tHAnx heHE..MOi LAOpO DraW De..

fRONt viEw..haPPY B`dAe..sMuacKZXz``

The WONDerFUl LifE ..``

heHEHe..SO HAppy NOhX..LAOgonG BoUGht so manY ThINgs FeR mIi..tHAnx SO MUch..``smUAcKZ..HE sO cuTE LErX..SaiD wAT VERY PaISeh gO shOPpIng..wAHaHA..But lUckLy gOt his MUm,siS n bRO ACc hiM NOhx..tHANx SO mCh..LOvE n misS euU guYZ so mUCh..``i RelI apP Evy sinGLe fAMIlY mEMbeR Of hiS HSe..``tHANx TUu euU gUYZ tOo..``lAst tiME evYtIme I am dE One WHu bOuGHt prEsENt fER hIM BUT nW kleRx..he IS tHE onE whU BoUGhT Fer MiI..``wAHahA..maKE miI SO supRisE NiIa LoLx..

baOBEi I RelI lOVe EuU SO mUcH...wE rELi miSs eACH OtHeR SO MCH..EVyTiME whEN We MEeT wE wiLl veRY dEspEraTe to LEave Each n OtHEr...``EiTher ONe OF us WIl dROp Our TEars IF we LEave..i OSO duno WHy noHX..I tHiK ish b cUZ We CaNt lIVE wiThOUt eACh oTHEr NOhx..``we RelI neD eACh One TO lIve in Dis WOrLd..WE alwAyz sCarE To LosT oNE anOtheR If We Ar NoT toGetHer Evy sinGLe SEcoND N HOurS..BAoBeI I pRoMISe EUu afTEr Moi foRM 5 I WIll leAVe hERe N foLLow EUu..Nw I CanT CUz I HAVe TO FINiSH Moi stUdy 1St..StIll one YEaR``..laOgONg eu mUZ wAIt Fer mI NOHXx..``IF nOT i WILL rELi CrY``=p

BAobeI DUn Cry B cUZ of MiI..noT HURt B cUZ oF mII..CUz I may BE moRe hURT Is EUU DO so..
we WiLl nebA LEAVe Each One Nw N FOrEVa``

HUmJi bYtCh``

D0TS`! -,-" i nv mEt bef0re tis type 0f HUMJI; BYTCH in my life..` 0MG`! L0L`! she's the n0.1 HUMJI CHAR B0 in my list`! whAHahhaAAH`! jiAlAt LA`! tsk tsk tsk,, >,

HUMJI`?! L0L`! "JIA GA0 SAI" La she`! L0L`! thEre wAs tis SUAY CHAR B0; cAlled.. WAIT`! i bEttEr dUn pUt her nAme in my bl0gg,, wiL 0nLi mAke mi puck`! L0L`! i'm n0t lik s0me0ne wh0 sAe pPl dEn dun dAre admit 0r nv sAe 0ut wh0 ish she sAying..` =)) ASK MI`! i wiL tEll euu k`?! jUx tAt i dUn wiSh t0 wRite her fCUK nAme 0n my bl0gg..` =DD LALALA,,* tis bl0ody BYTCH alwAys sp0iled my relAti0nsHiP 0r frEnshiP wif pPl..` dun0 h0w t0 explAin 0r mAybe i tHiNk t0o mUch..` bUt imp0ssibLe lEix..` cUx her CL0SEST frEns alwAys t0ld mi ab0ut her tHiNgs..` i jUx heArd NiAx n0hh'x..` 0r s0metimes aDd 0n c0mments`! =)) bUt euu n0e La,, she alwAys sAe she nv sAe 0r nv d0 BLAblAblA`! CRAP`! 0nLi n0e h0w t0 lie NiAx n0hH'x..`wEll~` dAe aftEr dAe,, she alwAys aCt in fr0nt 0f mi lik bEri f0nd 0n mi..` bUT euu wiL nv n0e behind my bAck,, she BACKSTABBED mi`! FCUK`! alwAys t0ld her frEns she bEri chi0o & blAbLAbALA`! REGRETTED LA`! *PIANG,,* i tHiNk if euu aL n0e her,, bEttEr n0e her TURE C0L0UR n0w LA,, PE0PE 0UT THERE`!!!!!!! dEn in relAti0nsHip,, dun nEed sAe os0 n0e..` s0o many pPl sAe she's a H0NGSTER`!!! whAHaHhAhA`! 0k La,, cAnn0t blAme,, mAybe s0me chAr b0 wiL lik tAt..` bUt she iSh lik 0ver it siAx..` =x she Ask mi y hAte her whEn she nv "de jUi (PR0V0KE)" mi..` HA`! pls n0hH'x..` HATE a pers0n dun nEed de jUii 0r wAdevA os0 cAn de n0hH'x..` ish we lik wAd,, mUx we Ask 0r tell the pers0n we HATE thEir permiss0n`?! D0TS`! -,-" s0o i repied her WTF La,, i HATE wh0 dun0 she teAch mi La..` dEn she rEpLy s0o mANy s0wwie siAx..`dEn cAll a chAr b0 wAn WARNING mi siAx..` ZHUN B0`?!?! STEADY`?!?! L0L`! i RIGHT HERE WAITING La`!!! L0L`! "wu ji euu lAi La,, dUn nEed call pPl help euu warning mi k`?!" TRY IT`!C HOw DarE u ARe =))>> WELL~`` s0me ppl cAme t0 mi & sAid tat SUPP0RT mi & SIDE mi between mi & the siA0x cb`! HA`! they r siA0x cb de FRENS s0mem0re..` =x hmMmMm..` i t0ld them,, g0 SIDE her La,, cUx i dun need euu aL siDe at aL..` i dUn wAn pPl kAn lan jiA0x wei n0hH'x..` mAybe euu aL shld put uRsElf int0 0ur sh0es & dEn euu dEciDed wh0 t0 siDe,, it wiL n0t b t0o lAte..` i dUn wAn euu aL siDe mi ish jUx giving mi fAce 0r wAd..` cUx i dUn giv it a DAMN`! =)) pPl wh0 siDe her,, i nv sAe iSh a wr0ng but i'll sAy it's wAsting 0f ur time & eff0rt..` cUx euu d0esn't n0e wAd's g0ing 0n..` mAYbe euu d0,, but its N0N 0f my business`! YEAH`! =)) sighs* evything iSh lik getting bad t0 w0rst which iSh GREAT os0`! xDD L0L`! at leAst we g0t s0mething t0 d0`! HEex`! siAnx siAx`! n0w iSh lik beri qUite liAox lEix..` D0TS`! RelI a HUMJI BYTCH!!I thouGh ShE duN daRE CaLl jInG lINg TO FINd mI!!manE TAU jINg LinG COMe n Find mI n SAy SetTle The PRO!!huH~~~ImPoSSIbLe la```plZ la gER iF euU WANa acT n BE clevER noT INFRONt Of US K...i Noe u are ThE moST PRetTieST,goT nICe HAIr,BoDY,n face!!DUn jELEs ABOuT oTHer Ppl n TalkinG cRAB alLtHE WAY!!I hATE ppL thOse ARe nOT stEAdY K..

Dat HUMJI BYTCHstiLl dARe TO go Near huI HUi..SHE ThOUgH HUi Hui goNNa SUpPort Her..WahAHAHAAHAha~~Can HuI hUi DId DAt?HoPEfuLLY shE WONt..dAT DaY Was anoTher TiriNg Day ..` ytd i slept quite lAte,, cUx i smsing wif s0me0ne..` =)) after tat i fall sleep le..` m0rni wAke uP ish lik fUCking tiREd`! f0rcing mysElf t0 wAke uP`! Than EarlY in tHE MorniNg LInLIng cAll Mi N asK sUgGEST GO To finD dAT suAY CHarBO```iz relI SIenZ to DO all diZ la..:p

*sLAp Her Or WATEVa Oos NO uSe !! BYTCH IS BYTCH...sHE wonT chanGe Lolx~~~~so No NED waSTe TIMe..JErry meet MI n SAy Dat he WIlL alWAYZ sUppOrt Mi Lol..thanx```HE say Juz SLap nia...SeeMM I so tuLAN HER ..i sUmemoRe GO TOuCH hER diRTy FACe ??suMEMore WANa Say LinG LINg tHEY alL lYKE to aCT INFRONt OF mANY BOyz..WHY THey CAnt?They ARe PReTtiER ThAN EUu..SO exCUse mE..dun jELeS n Beh PaISEH...WTF````HApPY CUz Dat HUMJI BYTCH haS been duMp BY HeR BF!!WahAHhaAHha```TO bE moRe ReSPect~~~cHAR BO PLZ ..DUn InsuLt Mi n DO watEVA I DUN LyKE..wat I DO iS NoN of UR bisNEsS KIez?

NO NED euu tO teacH WHETher RIgHT Or wroNG!!So Juz KEEp ur MoUth clEAN..I suPer ppl WHU ACT INfROnT mI!!hMmMm..` i tHiNk i st0p hEre le La,, pPL wAn aDd c0mments jUx aDd,, i wiL n0t dELete it k`?! n0t lik s0me HUMIJI kiAx La`! hAHAHahaaH`! anything jUx c0me t0 mi`! =)) dUn hUrtx any0ne else`!

VERY THANKS T0:lInG liNg,HUi HUi,jErYy,Jian an n ALl mY Ji MuIZ...cUx they alwAys bRiGhtEn uP my dAes whEn i get s0o pissed 0ff by tAt HUMJI BYTCH 0ut thEre`!!! xDD

RelI siCKenING``

hMmMmMm..` i dun0 y i fiNd it s0o fUnny La`! =x L0L`! n0 mAtter wAd daY,TiME....` i alwAys fAll siCk,, 1week lAter,, 1mth lAter`?! L0L`! SEE`! n0w i fAll siCk le..` i dun0 iZzit t0o strESs 0r i diDn't slp wEll bAhH'x..` hAix``evyTimE i fAll siCk uNtiL bEri jiAlAt. tiS tiMe i fiNd it qUite jiAlAt os0..` =x i g0t s0re thr0At,, fEver,, c0ugh,, HEAVY FLU,, whiCh i HATE it`!!! i uSe a b0x 0f tiSsuE,, rEaLy bEi tAhAn..` cAn euu imAgine lik whEn i stAnd uP,, the wAter wiL jUx fl0w d0wn fRm my n0se..` *D0TS* hAix`` tmL stiLL GoT sCH...` i scAre i bEi tAhAn n0hH'x..` nVm`` i mUx b str0ng`! =))i diDn't g0 0ut tiS 2dAEs..` as lAst wEek i fEeL s0o strESs..` s0me m0re the nExt dAe stiL nEEd wAke uP eArLy..` i'm n0t a R0B0T 0r MACHINE,, evEn if i'm,, 0ne dAe os0 wiL sp0il 0r breAk d0wn..` =x i n0e y i fAll siCk os0 La,, cUx i ytD eAt the wh0Le b0x 0f R0YCE ch0c0lAte n0hH'x..` i t0k n0thing hAppen if i dRiNk al0t 0f wAter..` -,-" s0bx`` i wAs wr0ng La`! L0L`! s0me m0re i alwAys slp bEri lAte,, wAke uP bEri eArLy..` hMmMmM..` mAybe tis iSh pArt 0f the reAs0n y eNd uP lik tiS bAhH'x..` =)) SAD La`! t0dAe i stAy at h0me wh0Le dAe,, n0 f0od,, n0 pPL tk cAre 0f mi,, n0 mEd..` L0L`! bUt i diD dRiNk al0t 0f wAter`!!! GuAi ritEx~`?! =DD h0pe tmL i cAn mAnAge t0 g0 sch w0rr'z..` =))

DeARr aRx dEaRr,, t0opiDd euu`! =P t0k euu cAn c0me tk cAre 0f mi,, b0 xiM La euu`! L0L`! NAHS`! jK,, i n0e iSh i t0ld euu n0t t0 c0me de..` cUx i cAn tk cAre mysElf,, i dUn wAn euu c0me aL the wAy hEre tk cAre 0f mi whEn euu r tiRED..` i n0e euu aftEr sCh nEed rEst..` hEhEhe'z`! SEE`! i'm uR uNdErstAnding de La0p0 La`! =DD t0dAe euu lik "LA0 AUNTIE" cAn`!!! whAhaHhahaH`! cUx euu kEep nAgging mi,, Ask mi eAt mEd,, Ask mi dRink wAter,, Ask mi rEst m0re,, Ask mi dUn eAt tiS,, dUn eAt tAt`! =P kEep SMS mi,, kEep cAlling mi dun0 wAd`! =DD bUt tHx dEaRr..` i n0e h0w t0 tk cAre 0f mysELF k`?! arb0 lAst time euu fAll siCk h0w i tk cAre 0f euu uNtiL euu rec0ver s0o fAst ritEx`?! L0L`! =)) tmL aftEr w0rk rEmB c0me fEtch mi fRm w0rk k`?! *smUACks'z!*m0re den w0rds i wanna sae t0 euu,, b0y.. sighs..

I hATe MOi LifE..``

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The NIte eUu gAve TO mIi..iM so HAPpY...``

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HAPiNeSs ISh on De WAy``

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WHy SHud i LoVE EUu WOrX?``B Cuz OF UR lOoK?!Cuz Ur RIch?!
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I WIlL aLWayZ aPpreCIaTE iTt``

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WHy ShuD WE bEcoME LyKE Diz?``

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TiRing LifE ``

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-FOREVA LOVE TILL THE END-

SkUL Day``

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CUZ as I noe I Juz Saw hIs BROtHER fEW DayZ agO n NOw They TolD Mi HE haS paSsEd AWaY..KNS?!Why He ISh dE onE whu leAVe DIZ worLD??WHY??Can EUu GuyZ teLl MIi?:(..EVyboDY ish rELi dESpeRATe hIM to LEave US...=.=hE juz GO QUiETLy wiTHoUT AnYThinG ..HE'S gOne..n FOrEVa gONe..HopE he WIlL FOrGiVE His PArenTZ cuZ of AbSent to AttENd hIS fuNERaL..``HopE HE WIll dIE peACefUllY N evYbOdy gONnA mISs euU gUy...```:(
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=.=DeAtH ish A pARt of liFE ..no oNE wiLl EsCApe its CLuTCHeS ,ANd NO ONe lONg esCape dE HarSh ReALITy OF dEalinG WItH tHE lOsS oF somEOne imPortANt in ur HEarT``
=.=GoD NeEdEd ANOtHEr ANgeL , ANd She oLEdi haS tHE xPErIEncE fROM YEaRS heRE--gUIdiNg n LoVinG aLL,From HIS cLOsEst fAMIly To a peRSon He mIgHT BE wAItinG IN LInE at thE grOCerY StorE``
=.=LovE isH a UnIVErsAL emoTion,dE goAL wE alL sEeK,tHE priZe Dat Can MAke Our LIVEs comPLetE n WHoLE..``lOVE isH timELeSs n INtOo manY INstANcEs,trANsiENt``wE alL BElivE,is ONlI b cUZ wE MUZ,TAT lOve Can Be FOunD.somEONe OF us-mayBEmosT of US-HAv DIsCOverEd It Can ALso Be LOst``

` ` HURTX Mi N0T PLS`?!?,,*

WHY`?! y lik tiS`?!!? tiS iSh n0t a j0urnAl,, tiS iSh n0t a entry..` tiS iSh a pieCe 0f SH1T`!!! x((
wEll~`` in tiS liFe time,, i've 0nLi seri0us wif 2 gUys i l0ved the m0st..` 0ne iSh my dEaRr,, 0ne iSh my ex..` i dun0 y thEy kEep sAying thEy l0ve mi,, bUt in the 0thEr hAnd thEy hUrtx mi s0o dEeP..` i fEeL lik cRying whEnevA i tHiNk 0f thEm,, hUrting mi s0o dEep,, jUx lik teAring my heArt int0 2..` i dun0 wAd t0 sAe i 0nLi cAn cRy 0ut l0ud..` bUt wh0 n0es`?! euu tHink thEy n0e h0w i fEeL`?! if thEy n0e,, thEy wUn hAf diD s0o mAny tHiNgs tAt hUrtx mi le..` x(( WTH thEy tHiNking`?! WTF y thEy kEep sAying they wUn hUrt mi bUt thEy did`!?!?! x((

HIM*,, dUn sAe La..` dun0 wAd thE hEll he's d0ing os0..` i tRy t0 chAnge s0o mUch f0rr him..` i tRy t0 f0rget eVytHing & hAppiLy wif him..` bUt wAd he diD t0tALy diSapp0int mi..` x(( i wAs s0o t0opiDd As i t0k he's rEaly seri0us in tiS relAti0nsHip,, rEaLy l0ve mi as i d0..` bUt i wAs wr0ng..` t0ld mi s0o mUch 0f swEet tAlk lEt mi bEliEve evy siNgLe sH1t he sAid t0 mi..` WTH in the eNd`?! he lEft mi al0ne,, lEft mi wif s0o mAny rEgrEts..` WHY`?! he t0ok wAdevA he wAn & sAe s0wwie,, prEtEnd lik n0thing hAppen..` the dAEs wif him iSh s0o sh0rt,, the hAppiness m0ment iSh s0o unf0rgettAbLe..` i dUn evEn uNdErstAnd him..` i dUn evEn n0e wAd he wAns..` i dun EvEn n0e y mUx he diD tiS t0 mi..` uNtiL n0w we hAf br0ke 0ff f0rr s0o mAny mths,, i'm stiL tHiNking y mUx he hUrtx mi s0o dEep`?! lEft mi with0ut any reAs0ns..` i'm t0tAly diSap0inted in hiS aCti0n..` i rEaLy g0t n0thing t0 sAe..` x(( wAn him t0 pEi mi m0re,,He Prefer To speNd HiS TimE wiF hIS fREnZ..i g0t n0thing t0 sAe..` i rEspEct hiS dEsici0n..` 0f cUx i wAs t0tALy breAk d0wn..` i n0e tiS relAti0nsHip wUn lASt l0ng..` as the dAes g0es by i n0e he's entertAining mi..` i rEaLy l0ve him al0t,, i mAde tHings f0rr him,, wAited f0rr him aftEr w0rk,, alwAys wAnted t0 mEet him alth0ugh i cAnt g0 0ut..` Even How BusY AM i..i PrEfER TO aCOoMpanY hIM ..SUmetIMES IM EVeN latE to TuITiON..i wEnt h0me lAte & sc0lded by my pArEnts as i wAn t0 spEnt the time wif him m0re..` he jUx dun0 h0w mUch i've d0ne f0rr him..` aftEr tAt i reAlise y he treAted mi s0o c0ld,, x(( SEE! h0w t0opiDd am i`?! x(( treAting mi lik a f0ol..` =''( i diDn't blAme him aftEr aL..` cUx i n0e he g0t hiS 0wn reAs0n..` he n0e wAd he's d0ing..` n0 0ne cAn st0p him..` c0uld he l0ve mi agAin`?! i d0ubt s0o..`

y euu alwAys sAe euu l0ve mi,, sAe euu wUn liE t0 mi,, sAe eUu wUn l0ve 0ther gEr,, sAe eUu wUn qUaRrEl wif mi,, sAe eUu wUn hUrtx mi,, sAe eUu wUn mAke mi cRy 0r evEn sAd..` NAHS`!!! euu LIE`!!! x(( i HATE it`! euu wUn all0w mi t0 g0 0ut wif my frEns,, i dun0 y..` jUx cUx euu scAre i t0n`?! jUx cUx euu scAre i miGht f0rget t0 sms euu,, jUx cUx euu scAre pPl wiL c0me uP t0 distUrb uS,, DUNX`!!! i wAnna spEnt my time wif thEm..` thEy r os0 my preci0us when euu r n0t ar0und wif mi..` thEy os0 s0me0ne i nEed whEn i'm sAd..` i nEed thEir advice t0o..` i diDn't st0p euu fRm g0ing 0ut wif uR frEns,, whiCh tAught euu t0 sm0ke,,WTF`?!? euu wEnt 0ut lAte lAte eVytime evEn u have To work oN dE neXT DAy..buT i PreFeR to DO alL diZ..euu wEnt t0 th0se plAces i dUn lik euu t0 g0..` i st0pped euu s0o mAny times,, BUt u sAY I wiLl BE alRite..Juz LeT MI enJOy.. DeARr i dUn miNd euu n0t yAndA0 as 0utsiDe pPl,, n0t as riCh as thEm,, n0t tAll as thEm,, n0t gEntLemAn as thEm..` aL tiS i DUN MIND`!!! x(( i 0nLi wAn *XINFU* From euu ..u undErstAnd`?!?euu n0e i rEaLy l0ve euu al0t & chAnged s0o mUch..` euu dUn lik i cl0se wif b0ys,, i diDn't..` i alwAys rep0rt wh0 SMS mi,, wh0 MSN mi..` x(( euu l0ok & chEck at my hP whenevA thEre's a mEet uP..` i dUn minD`` i'm n0t scAre..` i SWEAR i diDn't dElete aNytHiNg`! pPl wAn my nUmbEr.im alwayZ tell Them IM noT usiNG..so WHy shUd U tReat mI lYKE dAT?i diDn't t0ld euu cUx i n0e euu miGht sAe i blUFf..` IM afriAd t0 l0se euu..` pPl ji0 mi,, ji0 mi pAtch i REJECTED,, aL cuX 0f euu`!!!! x(( i dUn wAn euu sm0ke,, cUx i dUn wAn euu g0t a bAd heAlth or s0oner 0r lAter euu miGht leAve tiS w0rld fAStEr dEn uS=x i dUn wAn euu g0 0ut wif thEm,, as i n0e euu QUITed uR bAd hAbits .i NOe Iz DIff Fer euU To DO iT IMmeDIaTELy..BUt I neBA BlamE euu....` i dUn wAn euu s0o cl0se t0 gErs,, cUx i scAre i miGht l0se euu,, i scAre thEy miGht snAtch euu awae fRm mi 0r i miGht gEt s0me miSuNdErstAnding wif thEm..` i dUn wAn euu stAy uP lAte cUx i'm w0rry ...``
evErytiMe aftEr eVytHiNg,, i CRIED,, i gEt HURTX,, dEn thEy sAe "sorry" wAn uS t0 f0rget eVytHiNg lik nv hAppen bef0re..` euu tHiNk i cAn`?! i n0e euu cAN..` cUx euu wUn rEaLy cAre ab0ut mi..` euu dUn evEn n0e i'm pUtting a br0ken smiLe..` euu jUx dun0..` hAix`` "sorry" tis w0rd dUn meAn euu sAid it,, eVytHiNg wiL bAck t0 n0rmAl..` - *DUN SAE - S0RRY - IF EUU DUN0 H0W T0 USE IT* hAix`` i alwAys treAt my steAd s0o gD,, bUt i diDn't gEt any aNy g0od..` pPL ASk mi t0 giv up thEm,, bUt i diDn't..` cUx i n0e if i leAve thEm,, thEy wiL gEt hUrtx..` i rAther gEt hUrtx dEn l0oking at my l0ve 0nes s0bbing..` tiS iSh n0t t0opiDd,, n0t a f0ol..` *
Iz aLl OvEr..i DuN nEd euU To sAy aNEThINg..i Juz WAna havE moI oWN lIfE noW...

L0VE ISH BLIND *

nv Be RepLAcE

♡-` Båь¥.Lå0g0Ñg.и.Båь¥.Lå0p0 §їиCє 090605`-♡

i sUpEr HATE th0se pPl c0me aCt in fr0nt 0f mi 0r tRying t0 insUlt mi & my dEaRr..` ka0x`! FCUK IT cAn~`!!! dUn aCti0n La`! FCUK tiS SHYT`!!! if euu tHiNk euu l0ve uR steAd dEn pr0ve it t0 him/her,, n0t uS`! dUn kEep 0n sAying euu l0ve her/him whEn euu r stiL a bl0ody FLIRT`! *pUii* KNS`! i sUpEr l0ok d0wn 0n tiS tYpe 0f pPl`! esp EUU`!!! YES,, EUU`! KNS`! =PpPpPpPp
bAoBeiZ,,* we r alwAys s0o l0veLy & swEet n0 mAtttEr h0w hArd we 0verc0me the uPs & d0wns..` yUp`! euu r aL tAt i wAn & i'm aL tAt eUu wAnted..` n0w lEts pUt d0wn eVytHiNg & stArt afrEsh agAin yeAhHs'z`?!? 0nce pr0mised wiL nv breAk..` i dUn cAre h0w l0ng wiL we lASt bUt i 0nLi cAre the dAEs wif eUu,, i wiL chEriShH & nv lEt eUu g0 awAe fRm Mi agAin`! BaObeiZ,,* I L0VE EUU`! *smUaCks'z!* >,< .-*"*-.♡

l0ve, d0te, cAre, dEv0ted t0 eAch 0thEr~`s0metiMe hE wiL tHiNk neGatiVeLy bUt hE wiL nv n0e in my heArt h0w imp0rtAnt hE iSh~` n0 0ne wAnts hiM m0re dEn Mi~` hE wiL nv b rEpLaCed..baoBeiZ` wE r n0w bel0ng t0 eAch 0thEr..` fRm n0w tiL f0revA`! i nv chAnge`! i stiL thE sAme 0ld gEr eUu l0ve..` i'L nv f0rgEt thE wAy u hUgG'z Mi cl0se t0 uR heArt & sAe *i l0ve u* at tAt m0ment u rEaLy mElts my heArt`! x))l0vin u iSh s0metHin; hAving u iSh eVytHiNg; i cAnt live with0ut u cUx i'L b lEft n0tHin~`!!!fEeLiNgs f0rr u wiL nv fAde* smUaCks'z! huGgs'z!

hMmMmMm..` i dun0 y i fiNd it s0o fUnny La`! =x L0L`! n0 mAtter wheN,WHat N whiCH Dayz i alwAys fAll siCk,, 1week lAter,, 1mth lAter`?! L0L`! SEE`! n0w i fAll siCk le..` i dun0 iZzit t0o strESs 0r i diDn't slp wEll bAhH'x..` hAix``1st Time when i faLl sick Untill so jIalaT.the 2nd tIme worsT.than Now i g0t s0re thr0At,, fEver,, c0ugh,, whiCh i HATE it`!!! i uSe Few boZ 0f tiSsuE,, whEre Now moI HSe dUn HAve AnY TiSsuE..``:D EaLy bEi tAhAn..` cAn euu imAgine lik whEn i stAnd uP,, the wAter wiL jUx fl0w d0wn fRm my n0se..` *D0TS* hAix`..tmL haV to Go sCh SumEmorE. i dun0 cAn i StUDy an0t w0rr'z..``I haV To SuffeR fRoM mOI STupID gaStrIC paiN..IM rELi in DeAth n goIn To Be neAr IN THe COfFin...:Xi scAre i bEi tAhAn n0hH'x..` nVm`` i mUx b str0ng No mAtTeR hOw`! =))
i SelDom g0 0ut tiS fEwdAEs..` as lAst wEek i fEeL s0o strESs..dIZ FeW Day Abor mOi bAoBeI aRe eXaCtlY lyKe mOi GranDpOpO cUx hE kEep nAgging mi,, Ask mi eAt mEd,, Ask mi dRink wAter,, Ask mi rEst m0re,, Ask mi dUn eAt tiS,, dUn eAt tAt`! =P kEep SMS mi,, kEep cAlling mi dun0 wAd`! =DD bUt tHx dEaRr..` i n0e h0w t0 tk cAre 0f mysELF k`?! soRi CUz MAke U NeBA sLEep n KeEp on WorrieD BouT mI..:Di'll PaY BCk 2 EUu aGAin kiez...arb0 lAst time euu fAll siCk h0w i tk cAre 0f euu uNtiL euu rec0ver s0o fAst ritEx`?! L0L`! =)

when euu need mi.. i pr0mise t0 b there f0r euu.. when euu hurt mi.. i pr0mise i wun cry i wun shed a tear f0r euu.. when i l0ok int0 ur eyes.. i n0e euu lie,, my heart ish n0t there wif euu anym0re...
MaNy tHiNgs hAd hApPeN t0 Mi w0rrx..` g0t bAd g0t gD..` g0t hApPy g0t sAd..` i hAf 0verc0me aL 0f tHem..` i miSsx th0se dAes i wiF mY fReNs b'cUx tHeY tAuGht Mi h0w t0 b str0ng wHeN u r n0t ar0und wiF Mi..` i n0e we b0th nEed tiMe t0 f0rget ab0ut tHe pAst..` we shAL st0p quArReling 0ver t0opiid tHiNgs & breAk 0ff in tHe eNd..` i rEaLy dUn wAn u t0 leAve Mi agAiN Le u uNdErstAnd BAoBEIz`? cUx it *HURTX* ='( nv d0ubt my l0ve f0rr u k..` w0 y0ng yUan Zi Ai Ni Yi kE rEn~`!!! =)
10.56pm 290306
written by:
`.+*"*+. ☼dolly baby piko`.+*"*+. ☼

baby dinG loVe baBy BAoBeIZ fOrEva

________*im a very young gurl dat came from a very small town```im still a very young gurl```but I am dying….```Not right nw but moi life is slowly fading away as I’m writing moi story. _____*At diz moment I’m sitting at ‘our’ spot. Mine and baby baobeiz , de lurf of moi life. de sun ish slowly beginning tu set over de lake. I took a glance at moi reflection in de water. Moi outside looks hav changed rastically within de past few mths, but de water reflected de true me______* Inside I’m still de same person. I hav done n given so mch for lurf as same as wat he hav given in our lurf``Ther ar times dat I wanted tu tell him everything dat I’ve done for him n make happy back but cant manage to do it…____*love iz not selfish…So I did what felt right many things I wish I can do for him.. but I cant …i reli neva mean to do those things to him n so I hav to say b4 I go..im sorry dat I hurt u..iz something I muz live with everyday,,,n all de pain I put through u..i wish dat I could take it all away n be de one who catches all ur tears…I’ve keep giving my love to him and I never asked for his love in return. Even though I’ll leave this world pretty soon, my love for him will still remain….Not onli now…but foreva n eve_____8cuz I belive dat true love never has an ending_____*i reli love him so much even though time have passes so fast.till now I still cant forget e time we spend together…e time we spend from e 1st day till e end of de day..de time we share our happiness n sadness together…e time we lauf n cry together…i reli cant understand y should we suffer so much 4 love…y should we suffer eventhough we love each other so much`` y should we cry 4 each other?y should we face all e problem?iz dat e end of de day for us?i reli cant forget how much time u hav spend to love me…n how much u sacrifice for m______*u’re de one dat always take care of me n support me whenever im in trouble…u’re de one dat I ned in my life``I have try my bez to be ur perfect gurl..but I’ve failed to do it…I juz hope we can be together again one day..n spend de time together in e 1st place we went where we c e stars together…there were many things dat u hav promise me n e wish dat u’ve told mie_______*I hope all e promises n wish will become reality one day…I’ll neva giv up in our relationship cuz I noe our love will neva end….u’re de one guy dat I ned..now n foreva….i promise u ..i’ll love u till de end of my breath… im reli deeply in lurf wuF euU_________*

My lOvE,mY SUnsHine..

My heart weak my days darkens my legs weakenall hope in me diedbut suddenly....

you came in....your smileyour hairyour facethey brightnened up my lifethey brought me high

even after those bad momentsthe time i embarrassed you

and all the time criticizing you

you still came back to seize the special moment

we've shared

so i want to thank youand apologize to you

for now i realize that you....will forever be...my love....