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One NITe ...iN mY dREam..i heARD sUMeBoDY TAlkIng wiF mI in mY dREaM..euu Noe Wat tHE worDs Ish..``??''GER..ARE YOU ALRITE?DUN BLAME URSELF .YOU ARE NOT A STUPID GER.LOOK FORWARD AND HAVE A NEW LIFE.TAKE THIS AS A LESSON.AS A CHRISTIAN WE MUST LEARN HOW TO FORGET N FORGIVE.NOBODY IS PERFECT IN THIS WORLD.''when i wake up TMl mornINg..im ALriTe..eVYtHINg in mY mINd DIsAPEaR..i Dun miSs Him.!!I duN lOve HiM anEMorE..!!I wanA hav mY neW LifE..``...

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