Sch DaYZzZ....

tDY NOTHin SpeCial nOHxx..
JuZ sAme ...scH dAyz..mORNinG go sCH n EVenING beK FrOM sCH!!!MAyb ABiT FReE at coLEge lOLx..cUZ im nT taKinG SKM ..so i No NED to Do anEthINg..wAHAhahaha..
so jZU havInG FAciAL LyKE nORMaL...paIR wIth My CHinA fREnz..so niCE..:P
AfTER cLAsS..nEd TO gO bEk BY monoRial n KtM!!SO sUXx MEn suMEtiMEs..fEduP oF tHE tRaiN..buT nwDaEz lUcKLy HAving mY beST JIE jIE acc Mi BEk!!!NicOle!!hehehe..thaNX so mUCH..im ruSHinG her so DAT SHE wont Be LyKE AUNtY MAke Up there..
CUZ Im RUshINg !!hahahaha..
SO She aCC mI go tO tIMeS sQuaRE..N We PlaN to go S.wANg FER a WaLK..so so paSS by tHE MAybANk N wE dROp by THERe fER A ask lOLX..ABouT THe WeSterN uNiON!!oUR hanD is FUlL of Stuff!!So We wENt TO sTARBUckS To fiNd FREn N puT ouR tHIngs THERe!!buT OuTSIde The StarbuCKs WE meET onE genG of GuYZ..NICOle Old BUddy..SO We HAv A loNG chAT THERe...Than wE wenT to THe IMfoRmaTIon CaUnter N pUT our Stuff THERe!!WAHAHahahah...wE tOlD dat GUarD ..ish SO heavy..Can we Put Our StuFF herE?!!HAHahaHA..OF coUrSE CAN!!!WE gER mahx...!!!hehehehe
So WE waLK to BInTANg WalK fiND tHE stUpId BANk..We thOuGh RElI CLose EdI..cUZ ISH oLEDI 6 suMEThinG..SO shE cALl HER muM N asK...sHE GeT a fuNny aNSWER fRom HER muM!!
HEr MUm SAID no tHE baNk STiLL OpEN Cuz NEd to waiT FEr U to get moNEY!!!WAhAHAHAH..Dai SEI!!!:X So wE reACH thERE n LucklY tHE baNK StiLl Open LEhx..SO goOD meHX..THan We WAlk In n asK!!DAT banK maNAGeR sAID..`NAK APA AMOI`?wahaHAHAha..so i juz ASK hIM..HE told MI dat nT here nOHx..HE ASK MI go to thE ponDOk PolIs N ask FER it!!!mY gOSHHhh!!sTUpID DE mEhxX...

SO We NEd tO WALk So FaR..sO wE reacm CIMB bANK!!actUALlY iS RMB BaNk!!!fUCcKKK!!s
SImPLy sAID one LolX..SO WE go In N ask..THey sAid 4pM cLOse Edi!!wTFf!!!i WALk SO fAR nEhx..buT aCTUAlLLy One THe way TO THe BAnK i TOld NicOLe DAT I forgEt To TAke My IC!!!WahAHAHHA..sHE sTARt ScOLdING N pOPEt THERE!!heheheHEHE..we ARE So TirED...sO At LAst We DROp BY A CAFe!!`ONLY YOU`niCE nAME..sWEet NAME BUt Food IS sUXX!!!XpeSiaLlY thE PRaWn SalLaD n icE kaCaNG!!!Oh mY God!!tHE cafe REnOVatIOn ISh PErfECT!!BUt The FOOD LyKe SHYt!SaLLaD prAWN..wiThoUt SAlaD..!WiTh a BIG PLAte Of nORmaL chILi SaUce!!!shYt !!!We CHAT n HAvinG fuN...Take ALotZ OF pICz TherE..We MAD oURsELF therE!!hahAHHA..kEEP ON cOMPLaiNinG tHE FOod..so we NEva FiniSH our Food N wE leFt...i TReAT HER EaT lOLx..Cuz SHe aCC mI EvydAy LEhxx..sHE sCARE im LoneLy..She ScARE LAter im BEEm BUllY BY Ppl..heheheHE..So walK beK to T.sqUarE UsiNg BEk ROAd!!!(beHind PpL's SHoP) to GET Our StUFF...SO SHE acc Mi take MOnoRIaL to hanG tuAH N wE chanGE STAR ...SHE sIT Oni to ONe STatIon..to Pudu..buT I sIT feR so MANy stATiON..UNTIl bukIT JAliL..!!SO heavY takINg All My THinGS..FeeL lyKE THroWIng evYthINg OFf N wAlk mYSeLF!!ISH tHE beSt!!!hahAHahAHAH...ReLi ENJOy our LifE so mCH suMEtiMEs..!!hehehehehe..

tIme Ish neAR Fer My LAST eXam!!haIXxX...CIDESCO!!scARy n RELi niGhT maRe!!!DUn daRE to thINk abOut it!!!nOt YEt fiNIsh mY `THESIS`..nEva StaRT aT alL!!EveN introDUcTioN!!haIXX..woRRYIEd AboUt my FaNTAsy maKE uP!!haIXxX..evYDay HAixx...MANy ThINgs TO coMPLeTE FER tHis StuPiD exAm!!
tdY cAMe NEar tUToR!!OSo Juz GRadUATe ..ish FROm OUG cENTRE(thE plaCe i HAte The MOsT)sHE camE heR to be Out new Tutor..Oh My GOd..ISH sO FUNnY...HER name IS chRIsTIna..SAME lYKE Our DEVIl TutOR..chRysTynn!!fUCkiNg StuPid Pig!!!:x
1ST Day..LEt us BUlLy KAO kao!!hehehehe..she JUZ nevA coMPletE ANytHinG.Wat sHE SAy ISH JUz lYke A winD bLow!!!hahahahaha..goOD neHXX..DaTZ WISMA FUJIAN stUdenT!!!!


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U'Re thE onLi OnE i LiVe Fer!!!

lYinG iN mY beD,
TeARS FalLing DowN mY tears..
wTF?!!
PrAyinG TO goD,
dAt Our LoVE duN faDe AWaY..
cUZ witH euU I CanT wiThoUT..
No MaTTER wAt WE Go ThrOugH..
I'Ll lOVE euU fOReVA ANd MorE..

WItH out You,im nothIN!!!!

i JuST onE hIM cuM FrOM tHe BEk!!
WrAppeD HIs ArM aROuNd my WaIsT & sOFtLy wHisPER
`I LOVE YOU`!!

i proMIsE i WIlL neVA ForGEt
The Day wE KISSeS OR tHE dAY We MEt!!!
The skY MAy FalL N tHE STArs tOo!!
BUt iN tHE eND i StILl LovE u..

LOVE =wE ThiNk ABoUt It,
DrEaM aBOut it,
lOsE sLeEp..Juz WoRRYING bOUt IT..
WheN We Dun HAv IT,
WE seARCh Fer It n we DisCoveR wHEn WE dUN NoE WaT TO Do wItH It.
we FeAR lOsINg it..
it Is A sOurCE oF lOVE n pAIn..
BUT wE cANt PReDicT wHICH IT wiLl BE FrOM ONe MOmeNt TO tHE nexT..
It's A shORt wORd..
EaSy TO spELL,diFFicUlt TO defiNe...
N OF cOurSE iMpOsIbLe WIthOUt IT!!!!!!

My WOrldD...My HEaRT,,mY SouL..My miND..

bABY..LoVE eUU SO mUch..wOrLD goNA BE emPtY wItHOuT..

















I woNt ScAre EveN tHE sKY TurnS dArK!EveN tHE CLoUDs tURn BlaCk..CUz U PROmisE u WIlL pROtEct mi!!!














i LoVE u!!ish reLI mEaNInGfull!!














miXx loVE wIth u..oNE n thE onLI ONE..!!!













SweEtheArt...












oUR lOve IN A miRRor..!!!even it WOnT laSt Long BUt oUR hearT Are STiLl theRe Fer ONe anOther..















eVEn Its RaiN..IM StiL siTINg therE ThiNKinG oF U..















miss Euu...
















sO meAnINgfuLl!!





















I PROmISE to hOLd OUr HANd TIght!!!

















eVEntHOuGh Our DIstAncE aRE far...buT BAObEI!!U r ALwayz TherE RIgHT in My HEarT..






















LoVE mi fER whU i AM TO U..























im lOST!!WHErE aRE u?!!!

WAitINg..wAitInG...

WHu WILL BE mY PRiNCE?!!
ERm...WOndeRIng..thinKinG,DReAMinG....
Whu wiLl Be My PrincE fOReVA?!!....
hOW Long SHUd I wAIt?!!
may My oiPinIoN isH..i KEEP ON tolD mYSeLF..THeRe ArE stIlL a Long JOuRney FEr Mi to GO ON..SO sCare WAt WohxX?!!

IN DIz WOrlD..EVyBODy FIndINg a PErfECT MAtcH..haIXx..buT Nt EVyboDy COuLd GEt It!!
fER MI..IN MY LifE..I OSO hOpe TO fIND a PErfEct priNCe loLX..HAHahaHA!!?BUt I Noe ..IM iN DrEminG!!

jUZ hOpe To GET A goOD,LoviNG,fRenLy,cARe bOut mi AloTz,dun maKE mi woRRY.OF COursE HAnsEm(As WAT i menTioN ..MY PRInce LEHX,)RIch?!! ERm..DEPeNDs Lo..bUT HoPE isH riCH LA..Than i Can Sit at hOMe BE prINCess..HAHahAH.gOyanG kakI..!!!My Gosh!!i Noe IS iMpoSIbLE laHX..Juz MENtiOn It TO maKE mYsELF haPPie N coMFARtaBLe..WahHAhaahAH..

Nvm..i WOnt GIV Up..WIlL WaiT fER tHE tIME to proVE eVYthInG!!!YEahx..i WIlL!!!
Nw LIFe IS suX!!WHu NoeS hoW wiLl MY fuTURE LIfE BE rITE?!!WHAHAhahaHAhaH...sP wAIt FeR mirAcLE..

My prINCe!!wheN WIlL u aPPEar in My LifE?!WHAhahaha..I wANa SEE WHU Are U!!!oh My GOd..i SEeMS lYke MAd Edi NEhx..hahAHA..sIAo LAhx..
dowan BlOG EDI..
StoP heRE..

BUebYE..smUACkzz

cRAzY geR ISH bEk agAin..

haHAHAhAHA..IM sO bLodDi BOrED Tdy..cHAT wIF my ji MuI n nw WANA BlOG NOnsENcE aGAin..Wtf?!!!sIEen lYke ShyT!!ERmm..WAT can i sAy AhrX?!!ERm...ERm..ERM...ERm...

Ok ..leTZ TAlk abOuT GuYZ baD tHinGS..waHAhahaha..cuM oN GErX!!!GERz Are CHamPiON!!!WE aRE the WiNneR no maTTER hoW..GuYZ aRE lOosERr..!!!hehehehe
reAD Diz StaTEmENT abOUt GuYZ neVA BOthER n See ISh Dat TruE aLL THE wORd Dat I wRITE!!HAHahaha..=x

gUYz NevA bOtheR:

Guys...realize that the girl holding
onto u..
is PERFECT in her own special way.

The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you...

Always remember that.

She can always get up and walk away,
getting someone else who can love her
more.

For all you know,
there is someone out there wooing her
already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for her..

There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than
you
are loving
her now,
fufill her every need and love her as
much as she
loves you.

Understand that.

Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today...
and then you cheat on her by hugging
and kissing another gal.
and then you run back to her...
and u do the same....
but you see love in her eyes...
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?

She loves you not because you are
good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car.

She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say,
everything
you do.

Guys.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you
that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of
that
special
girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the
least
you
can do is to give her unconditional
love
as she
has given to you.

MOnEY?!!WorRied Fer NW n fuTure..oh my GosH!!

sUrVeY..

mY gOsh..laCK OF MonEy!!WaHAhaha..evYboDY LAck of MOnEY!!!NOboDy IS enUF moNey in diZ WORld!!XPESiaLLy Mi noHx!!yeaHX..moRNInG WAke Up..WORRY..AfTERNOOn..LunCh tiME..WOrrY..eVEniNg..WORRY..NiTE sLEEPiNg TiME..More Worry..!!!tHInkINg WHEN can tHE moNEY fLy FroM tHE skY..HAixX..WHen Can It HAppEn?!!ShYt!!cUm ..leTZ jUz SurVEy ABoUT MoNEy IN mY lifE..

mY dAilY MOnEY--rm150 per week..(INcLude Sat n SUn)
--rm150* 4 week = rm600
--rm600 - (evythin include my sch stuff)
e.g-->my sch product
oNE MtH ShoPinG TwIcE-(Nt EVydAy MtHS LoHX) --rm1000(IS dat ENuf?)

My loVEly n DREam maKe Up prOdUct-->bRaNDeD(Make up foreva,shu eumura,bobbi
brown,MAc,)
-->nON BraNDeD-nOrMAL BRaND(maybelline,kaTE,silky
girl)
cost?!!!-->dUn Dare TO COunT..mayB tHOusAND..MAyb
millIoNS..HAhaHA =x
roUGh CoSt..gUEsSInG cOSt MAyb RM 2000-2500

pweeTi CloTheZ -->Juz Oni SpenT aT s.WanG(nOt branDeD CLoTheS fER mI Plz cuz i haTE
xPeSiaLlY nIKE,ADDidaS N wAteVA)
weARInG cHEaP CloThez..HAhaHA..BUt of CourSE foLoWInG STyLE..2007
leHX...=P
CosT=MayB RM 600 enUF baHX..HEHeHE


my COlLEge M.uP workShoP by mIS jiL(M.Up ArTIsT)-->RM900 fER 3Day
( of CouRSE isH XpeNsIvE)
FArK!!!

ESTEE lAudER SeaRcHInG FER mODeL worKSHoP-->As It wRITTen iSH rm300!!BUt RM700 DUnO
ISH wat shYt!!All is Rm1000
wiNNER wILl CaRry BEk RM20,000
(HoPE cAN JoiN bUT NO COnfidEnt)
(mY Wish,mY dREaM,mY ReAliTY!!!!!)

mAKe Up StUFF fOR ThIS mThS--EXaM fER fANTaSY M.uP(mySterY gArdEn)
arT COuLOur..onE sMAll coNtaINEr coSt rm 90(SMaLL)
BIg coSt rm150..
I NED 5 SMALL COLOUR--rm450
3 big colour--rm450

My GoD..WHuEva Get to REad Diz..WilL FaiNT n DIe ImmeDiatElY!!wHU cAN heLP PIkO?!!shYtt!!goNA dIE b Cuz Of MOneY!!!LaCK Of MOney!!BUt PikO wiLl TRY her BEz TO geT alL dIZ...do WAteVA nED moNEy!!BETter DIe!!!!!

toTAlL coSt!!!
REady to GEt IT?!
WANA nOe?!!

isH...
iSh...
Ish.....iSH....

rm5900!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oH My God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sHYt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im in trOuBLe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:(
whEN Can I sAve ALl My MOnEY Until SO mUch wohx..diUZz...

i LoVE euU so MuCH !!!!!

...``Båь¥.Lå0g0Ñg.и.Båь¥.Lå0p0 SinCe 090605 ღ....Nv bë яêÞŁå©єÐ` ღ*fEeLiNgs f0rr u wiL| nv fAde* smUaCks'z! huGgs'z!


Båь¥.Lå0g0Ñg.и.Båь¥.Lå0p0 SinCe 090605 ღ..
sWEEt MEMoriEs..
baOBeII..DUn Cry fEr THE paSt..smIle TO The WORLd..tEH WOrlD wiLl SMile TO yOu..I reLI LOve EUu SO mUch N I daRE to sWeaR dAT NOtHin n NobODy Can coMPaRE ThIER lOVE Wif U..u ARe THE beST IN My LIFe eVENtHOuH u BROuGht aloTZ oF trOubLEN n saDNesS inTO My LIFe..i NEVA BLamE u feR all Diz..Cuz I nOE THERE wiLL BE uR oWN reASon,,!!
i DO stIlL coNtInuE lOVinG u Non StOP N WE dO swEAr TOgETher Dat we WIll hoLD oUR hanD toGEther TO walK fER thE JOURney!!WE do proMIse to be THERE FER onE aNOtheR ..WE do PormISE to LovE onE anOthER TIl tEH End..eVEn we Die!!oUR soUl wiLl BE WIth one ANoTHER!!!WE dO proMISE neVA OPen oUR HANd Gap N leT it GO..We DO prOmise NEva let go ONE anOTHEr NO maTTER Wat HAppen..we do proMIse to Face evyTHinG togetHer..no MATTEr SAd,haPPy,Easy or DIffICult..WE do proMIse to hav EternAL LIFe!!!i RELi MISs The kISS n Hugs we HAV eVYtime WheN wE meet..!!!we DO FeeL deSpeRATE to LEave ONe ANoTHEr..eveNThoUgH juZ a DaY!!!we DroP our TEArs toGETHer ...wE smiLe TOgetheR..I relI misS it SO mUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!u DO tOLd MI..NoboDy cAN rEPlAcE THe PLAcE in SiiTinG in ur HEARt!!cUZ it IS fiX!!!U do TOLd MI dat thE Ger U neD isH mE..The ger U lovE FOREva MI!!!i beLIV u!!!i RELi DO BEliv U evENthOut hoW bad U treAT MI!!!IM rELi Sorry Fer Wat I dID FeR DIZ Two YEars.WE relI sPENt N enJOy SO mUCh In diZ twO YEars..b4 I leFT..U do ApoLOgIZe..i Noe WAT uR hEARt ThiNK..WE Turn beK toGETher N WALk WItHOuT tURniNG BEk anEmoRE..the TIMEs Ur teArs DrOP..mY heART tURN MElt!!My SOUL FLy ..mY mIND tURNs EmPty..mY HeaRt suDdeNLy breaK inTO pIeCesS!!EVyTHinG gONe!!!im thINkINh SHud WE do All DIz?!!wHY we NEd TO sePAraTE eVEnTHouGh wE lOVE one ANOtheR so MUch?!!WHy?!!!WE sACrIFicE Fer One ANotHER..We SaCrIFicE oUR lIFe FEr ONe AnoTher..baOBeII..U aRE relI thE beSt..U alWAYZ prOteCT MI no MATTER wat hAPpEN..U Dun LeT anebOdy HaRM MI!!U duN leT Any GUyz GET neaR mI n GRaB frOM uR heARt!!u HUg Mi so tIGhT N Giv Mi A ComFArTABle fEEliNG..when tHE dAY aRE COLd..u GIv MI a WARM HUG n SaID i Love U..when thE dAY Are BriGhT..u HoLD mY hANd N sAY LEtZ waLK toGETHer..whEN THe skY turNS bLAcK n StARt RAniNg N alL tHE thUNDer APPeAR..U hUG m N Say dun ScARE..I wiLl ALWAYZ be THERE fEr U n AccompANy u!!i RELi One alL tHIs BAobeii!!!U do breAK ur PrOMise onCe N oncE..BUt I FOrGIVe U..cUZ i noE u NEva MEan TO dO alL DIz..I relI neVA bLAMe U anEMorE..i Jzu wanT oUR pasT to GET BEK AGaiN..i wANa BE ur PErFecT wiFe!!!i RelI wanA be!!!i REli Can LET GO eVYthINg EVen my dreAMS !!!Juz BE wiTh U..is ENuf..!!!oTHERs Is NOt ImPORtanT!!!we DO qUARreL n aRGue Fer SMalL tHinGS..whY?!!Cuz We love EacH one SO mUch N scARE TO loSt ONE anoTHer!!we HaV THe JEleS fEELing..whY?!!B Cuz we sCare ONE dAY oNE oF them wilL leaVE WIthoUt A word..no MaTTER WHEre I hidE..U try Ur BEsT to FIND mI n GET mI BEK TO ur HEaRT!!!CaN i BE the ONe SItTINg in UR heARt AgaIN Nw n forEva?!!!I prEfER TO siT inSIDe evenThoUt IT is DarK tHAN SItINg OUTSIde ALoNE!!i PRefER TO BE ur ForEva qUEEn thAN beiN fer OtheRS..!!!i one U!!!I RELi NEd U in My LifE!!!i SweaR TO ur PArenTs..My PAreNts i WIll loVE u FOReVA!!WHen im SICk!!U Are THE onE FeEd mi mediCine N TAKE Care Of Mi!!u NEva sTEP OUt EVEn A FOot ..u staY THERE fER mI uNTIl IM fUllY REcoVer!!!baoBEII..WHen cAN we Be THERe fER one ANoTHEr?!!CAN U plZ dUN break My HEaRT anEMORE?!!IS RelI sO SOur N pAIn!!!
U Are THE one daT maKE mY heARt beAUtIFUl n Nw u ARe The OnLi ONE dAT cAN stiCk MY heARt BEK!!!

I lOVE u..
NW n FOReva..
I WanA be UR perfEct prINCesS..
UR peRfEct QueEn..
N ur peRfEcT AnGEL...

SMuaCkzZ..
ALwAYZ be THERE fER u...
I Wana GO heAveN wiF u!!!
plz DUn LEave MI alONE n WAlk OuT oF my LifE wITHouT A woRd!!

dEaRr,,* i wiL| l0ve eUu f0revA..` yUp`! n0 pPl cAn rEplAced eUu`! dUn
leAve Mi,, dUn hUrtx Mi,, dUn evEr mAke Mi cRy..` evEn if eUu diD i pr0mise eUu i wiL| nv giv uP 0n eUu..` i NEED euu`! *smUaCks'z________*
`st0ry stArt 0n 090605______________________*
`we SW0RE t0 eAch 0thEr wiL| nv BREAK_________*

MEMorIEs wiLl Be THeR ..ForEva IN My HEaRT

haiXx..reLI neD tO THAnx tHOusAnd N miLIOns tIME to ALl My BuddIEz N beSTiE..They Are thE beST IN THE TIme WHEN I neeD tHem!!tHEY NEva StOP SupPortIng n EnCOuRage Mi!!They giV mI hOpe to be BRavE..They nevA lEt MI TO lEt GO N neVA leT Mi TO wakE uP My OWn..!!I rEli miss Them So MUcH..witHOuT thEm..My LifE wiLl BE rELi SUx!!!tHEY Are The One pIck mY lIFe N MAKe It COlOURfuLl...

to My ClUBinG memBEr:
judy,ah wenG,ZHu ZHu,AH di,CHiANg,BEllY,cHRYsTyNa,RaCheAl,AMber..,My shUFFle memBER,My BREak DancE memBER,mY lOVE DJ..RelI tHaNX aloTz..euU gUYz Did UR beSt TO maKE my lifE aS cOLoURFUl AS thE rAINbOW..euU gUYZ Are THe WaN maKE aLOtz Of JokE N BRIng aLL mY saDNeSs aWay..I rEli APprEcIAte EUu GuYZ so MCH..I nOe..WitHOut euU alL..My LifE wiLL tURN IN tO DeAd!!!do ur BEst n EUu GUzy Can AchIEve It!!ConTinUE iN thE lIGHt OF goD..MAY God BleSs U...ALwAYZ be THe BEst!!!!n WE aRE thE beST!!!

to my ji mUi:
Ing..ThaNX so MuCH TOo Fer AlwAYZ aDvISE mi TO DiffRENt ShaPE wat Is WROng N riGHt!!u do Make MY LIFe COloURfUL aS wat otHER dID..U trY ur BEst to makE mi HAppY N EnCOurAGE mi wiTh ALl UR heARt!!Im RELi GLaD to HAV U by mY SIdE..EvNthOUgH OuR DisTAncE aRE fAR..bUT our RelATiONshIP WIll be The Best fOREva N evA!!Even thE wIND canT sEPaRATe ouR FrEnsHIp LifE..!!MISS ALl THE moMenT wE spEnt SincE We Are KidS tILL nw..wE cRY toGETher ..SaD toGETher..haPPy TOgeTHER..SMIlE TOgETHER n LAUF toGETher..reLI miSS tHE tiME WE sPEnt OUr PReSiOUs MOMeNT toGETher In Our smALl WORLd..anWAY ReMemBER mUZ taKE cARe OrHX!!ALl THE BEz IN watEVa U do n GOd WIll BE wiTh U..he WIll TAke Care OF u N briNG u TO a BRiGhtER WOrlD..smUacKZz...

JaMEs:
lOlx..as I nOE euU Are WaITing Fer MY to BloG abOUt U..haHAHa..SO i do ReLI enD to sAY thaNx SO mUch TO u ..I nOe EVen hoW maNY thOUSAnd n MILLioNS tHAnx OSO can PAY bek ur LovE tOWArdS mi..i Reli APPRecIATe U so MuCH..As U NOE im haVing alOTZ oF proBleM IN mY liFE.My LifE is NoT As EAsy aS hOW PPl ThinK..I nOE dAT eVyBOdY iN Diz WORLd IS haVINg TheIR OWN proBlEM..INcLudE u..BUt IT wiLl BE diFFREnt PRoBlem..u DO UNDeRstaND mI n suPpOrTinG mi No mAtter waT i do...U dO pUt ALoTz Of EfforT on mi N aSK mi to HAv CONfiDEnt On MYSelf..NoT tO cRY N forGET tHE past..I rEli FAIl TO do It EVytIme..buT tdy..i rElI dare TO tEll U dat IM tRYing SO harD n Listen Wat U Say..N i nOE wat U do IS alL fer MY gUD...i REli DowAN TO suFfER mY lIFe ..I wAN a PERfEct lIFe..U BRIng Mi INto a HAPpINess WorlD wiTh Lotz Of LovE,Care,UNDerStaNDinG ...U dO promisE u i wONt coMPLAin ANeTHinG abOUt My lifE..Cuz gOD GIv Mi a PErfECT LifE..IS BETter thaN Sum of THe Ppl..So WHy shUD i CompLAIniNg..!!I do AdMIt I WanA giV Up IN EvtHinG i dO..buT whEN i ThINk Bek u..I feEl LykE iM so DOwn..WHy I ned TO do ALl diZ?!!TheRe IS stIll SO manY pPL worry n cARE aBouT MI!!!I rELi cANt MAKe EvyBOdy dISApoINted..
So I rELI HopE we Can MaiTaIN to BE lYKe Diz IN our ReLAtIOnshIp..CUz WE are stIll yoUNg..thEre Are StiLl a LonG joURnEY Fer US to SuccEsS..U hav ur amBItiON..i HAV mY oWN AmbiTiON..WE neD to woRK HARD toGTHer tO aHCieVE oUR DReams N wiSH..wAT IM tHInkINg iS i RELi NEd TO eArn ManY mANy MOney to FUllfILl My Dream..so I RelI neD to paY AttENtIOn IN mY sTUdy N worK..noBody can FUlLFIll mY DreAms Nw.I doWan AneBOdY to giV mE eVYThINg ..I doWan TO sEE OTher Ppl WOrK haRD N eARn moneY b cUZ of Mi..evYBody one MOneY..so i lovE it SO mUCH TOo..buT whu Can GIv MI dAT?!!nOboDy!!I neD TO gET IT mY seLF..I nOe Work is DIFFicuLT..eaRn MOney is morE dIFFicuLT..SO WAT I Wan i NEd TO get it!!i WAna Be A sUCceSsFul moDEL,BEaUTicIan n AeSthETiciAN!!I wANA gET watevA i WAn!!!so u OSO nED to WORK haRd OrHX..DUn GIV uP ORHx..!!!


-PiKO-

trIeD so haRD bUT Wat Can I GeT?!!i woNt FOrGET.hW goD lOVE MI..

nw Im bEK TO kL eDi..FeLt FrEsH aFter Bek FroM sitIAWAn..SO NEd TO cONtInue My STudy jOURneY siNcE iM tAkINg A BREak Fer FEW dAYZ..So PikO Are EUu Ready?!!!!HahAHaha..Of COursE nOhX..NEd TO coNtInue My STudy Edi lOlx...So Sad..haIxXx

i AlwAyz DO COmplAiNInG ABOuT hOw My LiFe..HoW sUXx Ish my lIFe..HoW dIFFicuLt ish mY LifE..COmPLAinINg n MAke alL tYpe of stOry..coMplaIN EvyBOdy ..cOMplaIN The WHOle WorLD!!!BUt..nW i RelIZE..I'vE nOtHIn TO ComPLaIN AboUT it ANemORE.LifE iSH LifE..GOd gIV mI a peRFect lIFe ..wItH alL TYPe of PpLs BEsiDe mi..gIVing me aDVisE..suPPOrting MI..EnCOuRaGE mI n hAV FUn alOt Wif tHEM.tHEY ReLI Did thEir BeSt TO MAke MY LifE perFecT..BuT i StILl NEva ApprEcIAte IT..HAixXx..

i rELi miSS mY gOD so much..aS I Noe..He Create ThE wHoLE world..HE is RelI sO perFeCT!!!HE LOve EvYboDY ..he DId hIS beST To DIe on The CROSS to WaSH awAyz Our sIN..he NeVA pUt The WORd` HATE` in hIS heARt N mINd..he DO foRgIVE n giVInG us SO mAny CHaNCe to waKE uP N leARn FroM tHE misTAke WE dID..HE NEva Miss hIS jOb..he CarrIEs His ReSpONsiBiLItIeS n neVA MISS tO DId ThEM..HE lOEV us EvyDAY,EvY seCond,evy mINute,evY HOur..no maTTer WheRE wE aRE..How We FeeL,wat WE dID..HE WIlL alwaYZ be THeR US..HE do pUNish ppL wE diSoBEy HIm..aS wat he Say..`WHO EVER BELIVE IN HIM SHUD NOT BE PERISH BUT WILL HAVE ETERNAL LIFE`..he DO mAke His PROmISE ..HE NEva BReak hIS prOmiSE..HE dO tEll EVyONe..HE wiLl Be BEk AGaIN aS hOW hE WENt uP tHE heaVEn WItH tHOSe Angel..!!The BIble DO SAY..WheN we PRaisE tHE lorD..ThE lORd WIlL aLWayz BesiDe U LiSten to UR prAISe

so nO maTTER tDy WHen u REad Diz sEntEncE..nO maTTER WaT mOOd Are U in..no MAtter How UR aTTitUDe IS..Tdy if U StiLl nt yeT NoE aBOuT gOd,u'rE NoT cHRisTiaN..is ALrite..GOD stIl lOve EUu..Tdy U DUnO wHU iS God..buT hE wILl noE euU..God WiLl gav u MIrAClE IN ur LifE..beLIV IN Him..eh WIlL cuRE UR sICk..HE wILl HElp u to soLve EvyThiNG IF u BEliVe IN HIm..NO mAtter How ppL lOok bouT EUu..tHE mosT imPorTAnt isH
gOd NoeS ABoUT EUu..iN dIZ wORlD..How maNY yeArs WILL BE IN oUR lifE??The BibLe SaID..74 yeARS..buT IF u Are StrONG..U can REacH 80 yRS..BUt nOt EVyBOdy cAN reACh UNtIl ThOSE agE Cuz eUU CaNT Noe WAt Will HAppEN tMl..iF reLI We CAn REach..tHERe WilL be FUtURe..do eVYboDy THinK ABouT IT n reAdy FeR it?!!god SaID B4..HE wILl ReADy A hsE fER us In HEaveN..EUu reGisTER..EUu WIlL haVE a HSe IN THe HEaveN..so tOLD god..U dOnt wanT Juz to HAv A cOMfArTaBlE hsE Juz in the WorLD..u DO NEd A COmFArTABlE hSe in The HEaVEn ForEva n Eva..ForEva be WITH HIm..REmemBER ..GOd Love US aS hOW he LOVE HimSElf..he cAN saCrIFicE eVYtHINg jUZ fEr US..No MAtter hOw PAin ..how SUfFer..he WilL sAcRifICe Fer US..!!!WHy?!!jzu B cUZ hE lOVe Us so MuCH..!!HE wanTZ eVYboDy Dat HE cReate WIlL sTAY WIf hiM in The Future..he WAN evYBOdy tO hav a PERFeCt lIFe aS Hw he haS..IF u THiNK U canT tURN BEk ANEmorE..DUn Worry..TelL gOD..HE wiLl GIv U a CHanCe TO tURn BEk..hE wiLL HElp U n GIV u eTERNal lIFE IF u wanTS hIM..BelIV IN HIm FEr WHu IS he..n Fer WHu U aRE...duN cOMpaRE HIM WItH oTHER pPL..U cANT gaIN anEthINg!!!nOThIN CAN BE cOMpaRE WITh Him!!sO duN cry FeR tHE paSt BUT dO smILe fER tHE cUMinG dAY..GIV URsElf A cHANcE to PAy BEK N WASH AwAy UR sInS..smILE aLWayz..BE sTRong..cUZ god wIll by ur SidE EvntHOugh WHEn U r CryIng..he WIl liSteN to U..evEn U aRe aloNE..HE wILl BE therE fEr U..eveN whEN u Are FALl..HE will HeLP u WAke UP..EVEn u Are Down..he Wil MAke U haPPi..So..DUn ForGEt HIM ...

i CAN shAre SuM eXpeRIENcE to EvyboDY oN how GOD lOVe MI n pIck mY lIFE beK..
evNthOUGh I alWAyZ do FaiL oN wAT i DO..I duN hav ANy coNfiDeNT iN mY lIFe As Wat I meNTIOn ON TOp..I aLWayz COmpLAin BoUT How MY LIFE iSH..BUt WHen I thINK BEk The WAY GOd LOVe MI..i REli Do rELize Dat I cANt ComPLain feR it ANEMore..im RELi tHOusAND N mILlIons TimeS bettER Than OtheR pPL..why Do I ned to comPAre Them WItH?!!WAt CANi GEt BESIDe THan jeLEsY?!!whY CANt I juz giv sUM ConFIdeNt ON MyselF?!!gOD HELp mi ALotz..juz Dat IM TO SELfiSH n NEva RELiZE it..no MAtter wAT i Do..I noe..he WIlL ALwAYZ by my sIDE ...I do miss Him so MuCH aS i mIsS aLL mY ChurCH LEssON..mY care GROuP n MYF grOup..I MISS my CHurch memBER so MuCH n WOndeRIng wheN caN i BEk TO my loVEly CHurCh AgaiN..?!!when can I prAise My LOVELy GOD.?!!WHen can I sAcRificE feR hIM?!!I relI dO miss The TIME so MUch ..wiTh LOtz Of Care n lOve ..iM thinkinG wiL god FOrgIVe MI?!!wiLL god GIvE mI one MORE chANcE to pay alL This BEk?!!sURe HE wiLL!!!i Noe HE wiLl!!!I RELi HoPE to sEE hiM one Day n HuG hIM n DroP mY teARs..besidE hiM,,whU can BE mORe unDerStanT mI ?!!whu Can MaKE mi 100% haPPY?!!noboDY ..JUZ goD..FREnz DO Gic suPPorT n ENCOuragE..BUt God DO GiV lOve n HApinEsS AS noBOdY coUld Giv BetTER tHAN hIm..``DaTZ my God..Datz my LorD!!!tHEY aRE the BEst in thE worLD..wiTHOuT hIM..can We Stay in The WOrLD?!!cAN we APPEar ?!!no way plz!!!so duN leFT THEm BEhIND..briNG tHEM alONg IN ur HEARt..Jzu HEarT..dATZ morE tHAN enUF..GOd I LOve U so MucH!!!I wiLL GIV u My LifE..i WIlL let U to DEicide My FUtURe LifE ..I wiLL waiT u beK..cuz U DO proMISe TO bek..I WIll Open thE doOR of My heARt n LEt u STaY iNSIde tO be THe KING of My LIFe..!!!ur LOVe..ur cARe IS the BEsT!!!the BEst!!!!NOtHin CAN be ComPAre!!!!


taKE cARe All MY fREn..
BE the ONe U arE..
DUn Let DEviL jUDGe UR lifE..
leT god JudGE UR lIFe..
he WonT hArm u..
HE wONt MAke U dISAPOinTeD..
BELive Him..
he WIlL brING alOtz of HAPPiNESS fEr Euu...

LOve GodS so MuCH..
tHE worD `OBEY` IS the MOSt IMporTAnt..
``OBEY GOD IS OUR JOB``

-tRuLy-
ShaNIe DinG...