trIeD so haRD bUT Wat Can I GeT?!!i woNt FOrGET.hW goD lOVE MI..

nw Im bEK TO kL eDi..FeLt FrEsH aFter Bek FroM sitIAWAn..SO NEd TO cONtInue My STudy jOURneY siNcE iM tAkINg A BREak Fer FEW dAYZ..So PikO Are EUu Ready?!!!!HahAHaha..Of COursE nOhX..NEd TO coNtInue My STudy Edi lOlx...So Sad..haIxXx

i AlwAyz DO COmplAiNInG ABOuT hOw My LiFe..HoW sUXx Ish my lIFe..HoW dIFFicuLt ish mY LifE..COmPLAinINg n MAke alL tYpe of stOry..coMplaIN EvyBOdy ..cOMplaIN The WHOle WorLD!!!BUt..nW i RelIZE..I'vE nOtHIn TO ComPLaIN AboUT it ANemORE.LifE iSH LifE..GOd gIV mI a peRFect lIFe ..wItH alL TYPe of PpLs BEsiDe mi..gIVing me aDVisE..suPPOrting MI..EnCOuRaGE mI n hAV FUn alOt Wif tHEM.tHEY ReLI Did thEir BeSt TO MAke MY LifE perFecT..BuT i StILl NEva ApprEcIAte IT..HAixXx..

i rELi miSS mY gOD so much..aS I Noe..He Create ThE wHoLE world..HE is RelI sO perFeCT!!!HE LOve EvYboDY ..he DId hIS beST To DIe on The CROSS to WaSH awAyz Our sIN..he NeVA pUt The WORd` HATE` in hIS heARt N mINd..he DO foRgIVE n giVInG us SO mAny CHaNCe to waKE uP N leARn FroM tHE misTAke WE dID..HE NEva Miss hIS jOb..he CarrIEs His ReSpONsiBiLItIeS n neVA MISS tO DId ThEM..HE lOEV us EvyDAY,EvY seCond,evy mINute,evY HOur..no maTTer WheRE wE aRE..How We FeeL,wat WE dID..HE WIlL alwaYZ be THeR US..HE do pUNish ppL wE diSoBEy HIm..aS wat he Say..`WHO EVER BELIVE IN HIM SHUD NOT BE PERISH BUT WILL HAVE ETERNAL LIFE`..he DO mAke His PROmISE ..HE NEva BReak hIS prOmiSE..HE dO tEll EVyONe..HE wiLl Be BEk AGaIN aS hOW hE WENt uP tHE heaVEn WItH tHOSe Angel..!!The BIble DO SAY..WheN we PRaisE tHE lorD..ThE lORd WIlL aLWayz BesiDe U LiSten to UR prAISe

so nO maTTER tDy WHen u REad Diz sEntEncE..nO maTTER WaT mOOd Are U in..no MAtter How UR aTTitUDe IS..Tdy if U StiLl nt yeT NoE aBOuT gOd,u'rE NoT cHRisTiaN..is ALrite..GOD stIl lOve EUu..Tdy U DUnO wHU iS God..buT hE wILl noE euU..God WiLl gav u MIrAClE IN ur LifE..beLIV IN Him..eh WIlL cuRE UR sICk..HE wILl HElp u to soLve EvyThiNG IF u BEliVe IN HIm..NO mAtter How ppL lOok bouT EUu..tHE mosT imPorTAnt isH
gOd NoeS ABoUT EUu..iN dIZ wORlD..How maNY yeArs WILL BE IN oUR lifE??The BibLe SaID..74 yeARS..buT IF u Are StrONG..U can REacH 80 yRS..BUt nOt EVyBOdy cAN reACh UNtIl ThOSE agE Cuz eUU CaNT Noe WAt Will HAppEN tMl..iF reLI We CAn REach..tHERe WilL be FUtURe..do eVYboDy THinK ABouT IT n reAdy FeR it?!!god SaID B4..HE wILl ReADy A hsE fER us In HEaveN..EUu reGisTER..EUu WIlL haVE a HSe IN THe HEaveN..so tOLD god..U dOnt wanT Juz to HAv A cOMfArTaBlE hsE Juz in the WorLD..u DO NEd A COmFArTABlE hSe in The HEaVEn ForEva n Eva..ForEva be WITH HIm..REmemBER ..GOd Love US aS hOW he LOVE HimSElf..he cAN saCrIFicE eVYtHINg jUZ fEr US..No MAtter hOw PAin ..how SUfFer..he WilL sAcRifICe Fer US..!!!WHy?!!jzu B cUZ hE lOVe Us so MuCH..!!HE wanTZ eVYboDy Dat HE cReate WIlL sTAY WIf hiM in The Future..he WAN evYBOdy tO hav a PERFeCt lIFe aS Hw he haS..IF u THiNK U canT tURN BEk ANEmorE..DUn Worry..TelL gOD..HE wiLl GIv U a CHanCe TO tURn BEk..hE wiLL HElp U n GIV u eTERNal lIFE IF u wanTS hIM..BelIV IN HIm FEr WHu IS he..n Fer WHu U aRE...duN cOMpaRE HIM WItH oTHER pPL..U cANT gaIN anEthINg!!!nOThIN CAN BE cOMpaRE WITh Him!!sO duN cry FeR tHE paSt BUT dO smILe fER tHE cUMinG dAY..GIV URsElf A cHANcE to PAy BEK N WASH AwAy UR sInS..smILE aLWayz..BE sTRong..cUZ god wIll by ur SidE EvntHOugh WHEn U r CryIng..he WIl liSteN to U..evEn U aRe aloNE..HE wILl BE therE fEr U..eveN whEN u Are FALl..HE will HeLP u WAke UP..EVEn u Are Down..he Wil MAke U haPPi..So..DUn ForGEt HIM ...

i CAN shAre SuM eXpeRIENcE to EvyboDY oN how GOD lOVe MI n pIck mY lIFE beK..
evNthOUGh I alWAyZ do FaiL oN wAT i DO..I duN hav ANy coNfiDeNT iN mY lIFe As Wat I meNTIOn ON TOp..I aLWayz COmpLAin BoUT How MY LIFE iSH..BUt WHen I thINK BEk The WAY GOd LOVe MI..i REli Do rELize Dat I cANt ComPLain feR it ANEMore..im RELi tHOusAND N mILlIons TimeS bettER Than OtheR pPL..why Do I ned to comPAre Them WItH?!!WAt CANi GEt BESIDe THan jeLEsY?!!whY CANt I juz giv sUM ConFIdeNt ON MyselF?!!gOD HELp mi ALotz..juz Dat IM TO SELfiSH n NEva RELiZE it..no MAtter wAT i Do..I noe..he WIlL ALwAYZ by my sIDE ...I do miss Him so MuCH aS i mIsS aLL mY ChurCH LEssON..mY care GROuP n MYF grOup..I MISS my CHurch memBER so MuCH n WOndeRIng wheN caN i BEk TO my loVEly CHurCh AgaiN..?!!when can I prAise My LOVELy GOD.?!!WHen can I sAcRificE feR hIM?!!I relI dO miss The TIME so MUch ..wiTh LOtz Of Care n lOve ..iM thinkinG wiL god FOrgIVe MI?!!wiLL god GIvE mI one MORE chANcE to pay alL This BEk?!!sURe HE wiLL!!!i Noe HE wiLl!!!I RELi HoPE to sEE hiM one Day n HuG hIM n DroP mY teARs..besidE hiM,,whU can BE mORe unDerStanT mI ?!!whu Can MaKE mi 100% haPPY?!!noboDY ..JUZ goD..FREnz DO Gic suPPorT n ENCOuragE..BUt God DO GiV lOve n HApinEsS AS noBOdY coUld Giv BetTER tHAN hIm..``DaTZ my God..Datz my LorD!!!tHEY aRE the BEst in thE worLD..wiTHOuT hIM..can We Stay in The WOrLD?!!cAN we APPEar ?!!no way plz!!!so duN leFT THEm BEhIND..briNG tHEM alONg IN ur HEARt..Jzu HEarT..dATZ morE tHAN enUF..GOd I LOve U so MucH!!!I wiLL GIV u My LifE..i WIlL let U to DEicide My FUtURe LifE ..I wiLL waiT u beK..cuz U DO proMISe TO bek..I WIll Open thE doOR of My heARt n LEt u STaY iNSIde tO be THe KING of My LIFe..!!!ur LOVe..ur cARe IS the BEsT!!!the BEst!!!!NOtHin CAN be ComPAre!!!!


taKE cARe All MY fREn..
BE the ONe U arE..
DUn Let DEviL jUDGe UR lifE..
leT god JudGE UR lIFe..
he WonT hArm u..
HE wONt MAke U dISAPOinTeD..
BELive Him..
he WIlL brING alOtz of HAPPiNESS fEr Euu...

LOve GodS so MuCH..
tHE worD `OBEY` IS the MOSt IMporTAnt..
``OBEY GOD IS OUR JOB``

-tRuLy-
ShaNIe DinG...