paREntS loVe..``
nWdaEZ teeNAgeR loVe TOo RUn OUT fRom hsE..``They juSt TReAt as A gaMe ..``JUsT b Cuz OF A smALl n tINy probleM..THey CHooSe TO leAVE thEir HoME n HAve TheiR oWN lIFe..``whY?!!IS dAT FUn?!!
As I Noe a im one OF tHEm LAst TIme..acTUaLlY uNTiL Now OSO i cANt UndERsTAnd WHy I cHOose TO do sO EVenThoUgH i HAv A biG N COmFaRtabLe HSe TO StaY..``maYbe IM ANgry wiF mY paRenTZ cUZ they scoLD mi N JUdgE mY lifE..``if IM NoT miStakeN i DO ruN Out AlmoSt 3-4 tiMEs BAhx..i sTIlL rEmeMBEr THE 1st time I ruN OuT..I neVA tHInk wHErE to GO..EVeN i dun HAV EVeN ONE sen of DE monEy..!!BUt i sEemS to chOOse TO leAVE toO..``cAN AcT cOOl SUmemORe..``i DIdnT BRIng My CLotheS alONg ..jUZ go oUT wiF emPtY hanD..``I neVA plaN anY dEcISIon n when im oUtsidE i STiLL dONt HAv anY deCisiON..DaTZ whU aM I WHen A bLUR gER..``
WHy Shud i CHoOSe TO leAVe jUZ b cuZ my paRENtS JudGE n sCold MI?!!IM REli A HOt teMPeR geR aS mANy ppL noEs..``CUZ i HAte Ppl juDGE MY LIFe..i ONe My OWN LIFe..i WOnT FreE liFe..i DowAn PpL to teacH N COrrect MI..DaTz My wEaKNEsS..``ALwAyZ tHINk Dat im a PERfEct ger n Can haV own liFE ouTSidE..``AlwAYZ tHInk NEgaTiVEly ..``thInK dat I DOnT nEd My PArenTS moNEY!!I doNt neD tHEir Care!!i DUn EdUcatIOn!!WHy Ppl can StILl ALive WitHoUT eDUcAtiON!!WHy Other TEEnaGErZ lYke Mi Can eARn tHIeR owN moNEy N suRIve?!!why I CanT?!!haHAHAz..dAtz MI When i've No BRaiN!!i rElI CanT beLive WaT i DId LAst Time..`ReLi Pei Fu mYSeLF..``i jUST fEEl Dat I LOve TO plaY hIDe N SeeK wiF my PAreNTS..Cuz I reLI doWAN to Go BEK dAT tIme..My LifE is TOtaLLy SOrroW n EvyrtHinG I c Is In BLAcK ..``NoThIN Is COlOurFUl..!!EVydAY MY HEarT n Mind FiLL WIf SaDneSs N anGEr..``cUZ wAT i Wana DO tHEy WiLL StOp Mi FROm dOIN it..Wat I LyKE they WIll StoP MI FroM buYinG IT!!WaT i DO,THey dun lyKE..wAT tHEY DO..I duN lYke..!!I relI HAte DIz kIND of LIFe..``whY i jUZ cANt HAV My own LifE?!!
BUt As DAEz paSS..Im GRowiNg OldEr N oldeR..wAhaHAHaZ..shuD i saY DaT?!!gRow MAtureD beTTER laRX..``iM noT dAT oLd..hehEHeZ..``thAn AT lasT I unDErStaND whY PAreNTS diD sCOld MI..BEcAusE i diD wRong..they jusT one Us TO LEarN N THeY aRE rEli WIllIng to TEach her TO be Gud..NO PArenTS WanTS us TO bE baD N NO paReNTS wAn TO c THEir OWN chIld To bE usEleSS PErsON oN FUtURe..``tHEY scoLD cUz They lovE us..iM JUSt THinKinG HOW dIFF WE hav BEEN BorN..!!iF WItHOuT mY pAreNTS ,Can I sTIlL SIt HERe N bLog?!XPeSIalLy My MuM..SHe Giv BIRth ..is Dat SO Easy tO BOrn A babY?!!ish relI SUffER!!EvenThOugH i WOnt kNOW how PAin N suFFer IT is cUZ i'vE neVA try B4..``..buT i Can FeeL De FeelINg..``I Noe one DAy sURe WIlL be My TUrN to BE paReNTS N mUm.``Cuz THE woRld IS roUnd..``!!
iM RELi ReGREt ON wAT I Did LAst tIME..but ISh TOo LAte FeR mI TO tURn BEk..I JusT wISh I can tURn The WORLD bek n Be A gUD DauGhtHER..``They Just eArn moNEY N giv US moNEy WHen wE neD it..!!tHEY just DOWan US to WASte the MOnEY N wan US tO leARn dAT MONey is NOT eAsY to EaRN!!is NOT As EaSy As Wat We ThINk..hanD wiDe..tHAN mONEY iN...!!DaTZ wAT WE tHInk but FER thEM,They wiLLinG to StaY undER hoT sUN n WOrk noN SToP jusT to WIsh to c theIR ChILD haPPie N heAlTHY..``tHEY wILlINg To do EVytHinG juST b Cuz Of TheIR chILd..``BUt wAT to tHE CHilD alWaYZ diD?!!When BeeN coRRecTEd,they WiLL FeeL unHAppIe N fiGht Bek wIf THEir PArENTs!!THey WIlLL qUAREl N tHInk Wat They do IS alL LOgic..n Wat tHEir PArEnts AdVisE is ALl NOnSenCe..!!isH dAT THe RIgHt WAy To TreAt UR paReNTS?!!ONE dAy sURe WIll BE ur tUrn TO be ppL PAreNTs. U wiL get TO feeL dE fEELinG..HW dEEp Is De PAin..!!
HERe I jUSt WaNA hoPE dAT My FreN wiLL go BEK hOMe SOOn..``GuyZ LovE ur PArEntS as THey Are StiL alIvE..``ONCe GOne foREveR goNE..!!WOnt BEK anEmore..!!DO u ThINk If ONe Day U IN tROUblE wHU ARe THE one WIlL helP u?!!freN?!!is IMpOSSible..FREn WIll Treat u Gud wheN u NOtHin HAppEN..BUt whEN ThiNGs hapPen thEY wiLl RUn..wiThoUt SayINg ANYtHiNG ..EVEn A woRd ByE byE..``UR paREnts WIlL alWayZ loVE uu.UR muM diD chECH ur RooM cUZ She ScARe sUmeTHiNG may HAppEN TO u...shE jusT Worry ABOuT u NOe MArX?``iF a USELeSS moTher wiLL sHE dO ALl dIZ?!!SHe WOnt CarE..``SHe JUST LOve U n DO alL Diz...IS alL FER ur OWN Gud..``MayBE u MAy NOt lisTEN tO Wat I Say..bUT iS ok.I jUST WANa Let U UNDERstAnd De LOVe FroM parENts..!!thEY wiLl sCOlD eVRytHiNG whEn THEY aRE anGRY..!!AFter SUmeTIMEs evYthINg WilL bE fiNE..IS imPOSibLE uR paREnts WOnT Care U n TREat U aS theiR eNEmy foreVA..ISh IMpOSiBLe KeiZ..!!alwAYZ tHInk PoSitIVELy!!foRgive THEm feR wat they DId..they Do fORgive U whEn U diD WronG..so thInk PROpeRly..u r De ONE wHU wROng OR thEM!!OutsIDe LIFe IS diFF..NOt As EASY aS u ThiNkk..!!neway HoPE to HEAR fROm EUu sOOn KieZ..``babY pIiKO``
As I Noe a im one OF tHEm LAst TIme..acTUaLlY uNTiL Now OSO i cANt UndERsTAnd WHy I cHOose TO do sO EVenThoUgH i HAv A biG N COmFaRtabLe HSe TO StaY..``maYbe IM ANgry wiF mY paRenTZ cUZ they scoLD mi N JUdgE mY lifE..``if IM NoT miStakeN i DO ruN Out AlmoSt 3-4 tiMEs BAhx..i sTIlL rEmeMBEr THE 1st time I ruN OuT..I neVA tHInk wHErE to GO..EVeN i dun HAV EVeN ONE sen of DE monEy..!!BUt i sEemS to chOOse TO leAVE toO..``cAN AcT cOOl SUmemORe..``i DIdnT BRIng My CLotheS alONg ..jUZ go oUT wiF emPtY hanD..``I neVA plaN anY dEcISIon n when im oUtsidE i STiLL dONt HAv anY deCisiON..DaTZ whU aM I WHen A bLUR gER..``
WHy Shud i CHoOSe TO leAVe jUZ b cuZ my paRENtS JudGE n sCold MI?!!IM REli A HOt teMPeR geR aS mANy ppL noEs..``CUZ i HAte Ppl juDGE MY LIFe..i ONe My OWN LIFe..i WOnT FreE liFe..i DowAn PpL to teacH N COrrect MI..DaTz My wEaKNEsS..``ALwAyZ tHINk Dat im a PERfEct ger n Can haV own liFE ouTSidE..``AlwAYZ tHInk NEgaTiVEly ..``thInK dat I DOnT nEd My PArenTS moNEY!!I doNt neD tHEir Care!!i DUn EdUcatIOn!!WHy Ppl can StILl ALive WitHoUT eDUcAtiON!!WHy Other TEEnaGErZ lYke Mi Can eARn tHIeR owN moNEy N suRIve?!!why I CanT?!!haHAHAz..dAtz MI When i've No BRaiN!!i rElI CanT beLive WaT i DId LAst Time..`ReLi Pei Fu mYSeLF..``i jUST fEEl Dat I LOve TO plaY hIDe N SeeK wiF my PAreNTS..Cuz I reLI doWAN to Go BEK dAT tIme..My LifE is TOtaLLy SOrroW n EvyrtHinG I c Is In BLAcK ..``NoThIN Is COlOurFUl..!!EVydAY MY HEarT n Mind FiLL WIf SaDneSs N anGEr..``cUZ wAT i Wana DO tHEy WiLL StOp Mi FROm dOIN it..Wat I LyKE they WIll StoP MI FroM buYinG IT!!WaT i DO,THey dun lyKE..wAT tHEY DO..I duN lYke..!!I relI HAte DIz kIND of LIFe..``whY i jUZ cANt HAV My own LifE?!!
BUt As DAEz paSS..Im GRowiNg OldEr N oldeR..wAhaHAHaZ..shuD i saY DaT?!!gRow MAtureD beTTER laRX..``iM noT dAT oLd..hehEHeZ..``thAn AT lasT I unDErStaND whY PAreNTS diD sCOld MI..BEcAusE i diD wRong..they jusT one Us TO LEarN N THeY aRE rEli WIllIng to TEach her TO be Gud..NO PArenTS WanTS us TO bE baD N NO paReNTS wAn TO c THEir OWN chIld To bE usEleSS PErsON oN FUtURe..``tHEY scoLD cUz They lovE us..iM JUSt THinKinG HOW dIFF WE hav BEEN BorN..!!iF WItHOuT mY pAreNTS ,Can I sTIlL SIt HERe N bLog?!XPeSIalLy My MuM..SHe Giv BIRth ..is Dat SO Easy tO BOrn A babY?!!ish relI SUffER!!EvenThOugH i WOnt kNOW how PAin N suFFer IT is cUZ i'vE neVA try B4..``..buT i Can FeeL De FeelINg..``I Noe one DAy sURe WIlL be My TUrN to BE paReNTS N mUm.``Cuz THE woRld IS roUnd..``!!
iM RELi ReGREt ON wAT I Did LAst tIME..but ISh TOo LAte FeR mI TO tURn BEk..I JusT wISh I can tURn The WORLD bek n Be A gUD DauGhtHER..``They Just eArn moNEY N giv US moNEy WHen wE neD it..!!tHEY just DOWan US to WASte the MOnEY N wan US tO leARn dAT MONey is NOT eAsY to EaRN!!is NOT As EaSy As Wat We ThINk..hanD wiDe..tHAN mONEY iN...!!DaTZ wAT WE tHInk but FER thEM,They wiLLinG to StaY undER hoT sUN n WOrk noN SToP jusT to WIsh to c theIR ChILD haPPie N heAlTHY..``tHEY wILlINg To do EVytHinG juST b Cuz Of TheIR chILd..``BUt wAT to tHE CHilD alWaYZ diD?!!When BeeN coRRecTEd,they WiLL FeeL unHAppIe N fiGht Bek wIf THEir PArENTs!!THey WIlLL qUAREl N tHInk Wat They do IS alL LOgic..n Wat tHEir PArEnts AdVisE is ALl NOnSenCe..!!isH dAT THe RIgHt WAy To TreAt UR paReNTS?!!ONE dAy sURe WIll BE ur tUrn TO be ppL PAreNTs. U wiL get TO feeL dE fEELinG..HW dEEp Is De PAin..!!
HERe I jUSt WaNA hoPE dAT My FreN wiLL go BEK hOMe SOOn..``GuyZ LovE ur PArEntS as THey Are StiL alIvE..``ONCe GOne foREveR goNE..!!WOnt BEK anEmore..!!DO u ThINk If ONe Day U IN tROUblE wHU ARe THE one WIlL helP u?!!freN?!!is IMpOSSible..FREn WIll Treat u Gud wheN u NOtHin HAppEN..BUt whEN ThiNGs hapPen thEY wiLl RUn..wiThoUt SayINg ANYtHiNG ..EVEn A woRd ByE byE..``UR paREnts WIlL alWayZ loVE uu.UR muM diD chECH ur RooM cUZ She ScARe sUmeTHiNG may HAppEN TO u...shE jusT Worry ABOuT u NOe MArX?``iF a USELeSS moTher wiLL sHE dO ALl dIZ?!!SHe WOnt CarE..``SHe JUST LOve U n DO alL Diz...IS alL FER ur OWN Gud..``MayBE u MAy NOt lisTEN tO Wat I Say..bUT iS ok.I jUST WANa Let U UNDERstAnd De LOVe FroM parENts..!!thEY wiLl sCOlD eVRytHiNG whEn THEY aRE anGRY..!!AFter SUmeTIMEs evYthINg WilL bE fiNE..IS imPOSibLE uR paREnts WOnT Care U n TREat U aS theiR eNEmy foreVA..ISh IMpOSiBLe KeiZ..!!alwAYZ tHInk PoSitIVELy!!foRgive THEm feR wat they DId..they Do fORgive U whEn U diD WronG..so thInk PROpeRly..u r De ONE wHU wROng OR thEM!!OutsIDe LIFe IS diFF..NOt As EASY aS u ThiNkk..!!neway HoPE to HEAR fROm EUu sOOn KieZ..``babY pIiKO``
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