2007...The YeAr Of piKo's NEw LifE!!!

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to:mY LoVELY FrEn..

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TO:The One I HAte SO mUch!!!!

i ReLI HAte EUu..i haTE euU so dEePLy..EUu ReLi HuRT Mi alOt UntIl I jUZ cANT imAgINE dAt..SHIT!!!!wE dO plaN to Meet on c,N.Y..BuT EvYthINg Is JUZ a FuckInG sHIT!!!!!I jUZ TOlD mYseLF to BELive Euu oncE n ONCe..buT euU stIlL keep On COntInuE hURTinG mI!!WAT eUU wanT?!!Wat EUu TOld MI laSt TIme ISh JUz A sHIt StoRy!!!U'R RELi a Big LIEr..!!u keep on teLLING LieS to the worLD..!tHE woRld WIlL nOt smILe TO euU anemore!!!Cuz EUu neVA giV URsElf A chANCe TO PAY beK!!!Even hOW eUU PAy BEKk!!EUu WOnT paY beK TO tHE One EUu hURt alOtz ...may b EU THinK wat EUu Do IS alL perFeCT!!PLZ tHinK bek thE ppL U r HUrtInG!!GErZ aRe HumaN toO!!They HAS HEArt n BRAIn toOo!!!dO euU NOE..how do tHE geR lOOk LykE whEN SHe SaCrIFicE feR eUu???do Euu tHinK B4 ALl Diz?!!!!ShE is Juz WIlLinG to wAIT n waiT fER eUU To ON9..sINCe EUu PRoMISe HER eUU wiLl ON9 On The TIme EUu haD menTiON!!!do euU reLIZE HOW tIRed IS shE WHen she'S wAItINg fEr EuU?!! BUt sHE is Juz WIlLinG tO wAIt Fer EuU ..When U r PLaYINg GAme!!!NOT 1 oR 2 hrS..IS UNtIll mIDnite !!do euU NOE hoW slEEPy Is She?!!buT She Is Juz Keep quIte N waiTinG fer eUU..!!!eVEntHoUgH ON The 2nd Day shE iS havIng heR ExAm!!!DO eUU NOE WHeN shE dROp HER tearS JUZ B cUZ tHE wAY EUu TReAT HEr?!!!!do euU Juz PuT on eYE ON her?!!!u One HER to BAke a CaKE fEr Euu by her Own HAnD..shE lEARN So HArD ..HUrT heR Hand ONCe N OncE wiThOUt aNY TEarS!!!!BuT DO EUu NOe dAT?!!DO euU ask HeR..`ARE EUU OK`?????Do Euu woRRY ABoUT HER???!!!shE proMisE euU to gIV euU thE cAke oN tHE 1sT tIME shE mEET WIf EUu..buT shE faIl tO dO dat!!EveN jUZ a tiNy MIStakE..She do Say sORRY TO EUu n Worry Dat u WOnT CArE her ANeMorE!!!sHE weNT BEK SItIAwan jUZ b cUZ WANa paSS tHE cAkE to euU!!!EUu TOLd HER dAT euU wiLl MEet her UP ON tHE niTE!!!BUt Do eUU aPPEAr?!!She JUz wISH Dat She WIlL mEET eUU AT LumuT tO paSS euU The Cake!!!shE ASK N aSk...jUZ one EUu TO MEET heR therE..BUt wat EUu ANsWeR heR?!!`IM LAZY .IS BETER FOR ME TO PLAY MAH JONG`!!DO EUu noE hOW sAD IS her whEN SHe GEt UR FuckInG aNSweR?!!DO EUU NOe SHe JUZ BRInG Dat cAKe N wALk ALonE N dROp HER teARS?!!DO euU noE ALl DIz?!!!sHE alWayZ sms N Do CarE of Euu..woRry ABoUt Euu..buT how ABoUt EUu?!!how EUu TReAT hER?!!U neVA eVEN BOtheR Wat WilL haPPen Tuu HER ....Juz B cUZ oF EUu..sHE KEeP oN hurTinG HErSeLF..CuT her LEG ..WalK Band her HEaD On The WaLl N sTArt BleEdiNg!!!.. do eUU NOE wHY IS alL DIz HAppEN?!!sHE Juz WaKE uP heRsLEf WItHoUt CryInG N COmPLAinINg n ConTiNUe WalKinG wIF aLL The BLOod..!!!!IS jUZ b Cuz Of a USelEsS GUy lYKe Euu!!!sHE cAnt EveN sLEep fEw NiTEz N caNt PAy AttENtION On HER stUdy!!!IS dAT ENuf fEr A GER to SaCrIFicE fOR a GuY shE lOVe?!!!BUt NW..sHE rELi HAte euU so MuCH ..euU relI make HER HEarT meLt n brOKe IN to thOuSand N mILlIOn PIEcEs..!!!eUU maKE her LifE FUll of HAteNEsS N bRing HER inTO a dEad lifE!!!!IS reLi ENuf For HER..She WIll giV uP n LEave The PLAcE..EVenTHoUgH shE's NOt ReGReT oN wAt N hOW goOD SHE trEaT euU..BUt DeeP insIDe heR HEaRT ISH relI deAD ...EUu Are ReLI sElfiSH!!!euU neVA EVeN BOtheR n ThINk ABoUT HEr!!euU JUZ keep on HurtINg HER oncE n oncE..1stlY shE tHoUgh SHe WIlL bE tHE QueeN oF tHE pIg in Ur HEarT!!!buT Nw..sHE relizE dAt She haS chOOSe The WroNg ROad ...shE prEfEr tO STay alOne Than BEin huRT LyKE heLL!!!!!NOtHIn goNA BRIng HER heArt beK ANemORe..sHE dUN NEd EUu TO Say SOrry to HEr..She Dun neEd EUu To Noe Wat WIlL HAPpen TO HEr..!!!She Juz hOpe not TOo MEeT eUU ANymorE in heR lIFe N On THE fuTUrE!!!LEt HER meEt oncE iS eNUF huRT..NOT tHE 2nd TiME anEMorE..!!!!haTE u So MUch..!!!!!hatE euU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!shit!!!GONa HAte EUu SO MUcH nW n FOrEVa..!!!!!!One DAy EUu wiLl GEt BEk Wat i GEt!!!Euu WIll noe how is THe fUCKing FEELiNg fEEls aS wAT I GEt NW!!!!EUu wiLl noe How wiLl be euU HATe A pPL dAt TReAt EUu As A fOOll!!!!tHE woRlD is ROuND!!WAt Euu Do EUu WiLl GEt BEK..EUu neVA LEARn TO ApprEcIAte Ppl Dat sURRoUnd Euu..!!PPl WilL OSO NOt ApprEciaTE euU aS THeIR belOnGinG!!IN ThIS woRLd..EVyOne IS SelFIsh n WANa FIghtS n BE tHE winNER!!!evYoNE is Juz HAvING oNCe Of The ChAncE tO bE thE WInNER!!!NW u R rELi a GReAT wiNner!!!nw IS tIMe FEr Euu to fAll DowN n WaKe Up URselF..!!!!HAte EUu...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


TO:mY ForEva baoBeiI LAOgONg

hey BAobEI..gonA mISS euU so MuCH NEhx..hehehE...ThaNX fER mY seCrEt ReCiPE NEhx..heHEHEh..ActUAllY i FeeL SO bAd TowarDs My LOveLy One..!!i Juz Kee oN hURTiNG Him N nEVa ReLIZE ABouT hIm..neVA eVEn WOrry n TAKe CarE of Him..NW i rELize tHE onLi Guy dat i NEd Is Him!!!he;S tHe BEz N foReVA is thE beZ...!!NO One CaN tAKe His PlaCe n no one CaN fIll iN HIs PLAcE..!!!!nO mORe GuYZ THaT cAN MI aS gUD aS hIM!!IS IMpOSibLE..!!I reLI HOpE i cAN PAy BEk wat i dO fROm DIz MARcH oNWaRDs!BAobEIi..i WIlL leAVe EvyThiNg n LEavE alL mY SadNEsS N beWIf EUu..!!!I NOE euU dO WOrRY AboUT mI ...IM ReLI ok ..Dun Worry k..I REli loVE eUU sO MuCH...EVyTHings Is OVEr..I juZ WaNA haV neW lIFe WIf euU ..!!!ThaNX fer UR kisS..EvryDay N evYNItE..!!I goNA mISS dat SO mUch whEN I GO TAIwaN!!!buT i noE eUU WILL alWaYZ by mY sIDe NO maTTER hoW..!!EVen u r NOT by My sidE..UR heArt WIlL alWAYZ be WIf Mi forEva N eVA,,!!!Juz clOSe AN eYEs,IS goNA be Two YEars..in DIz TWo yeARs I'VE reLI LEarN alOtz fRom Euu..,!!euU do TeAcH mI to BE a GUd GEr..LEarN to takE Care OF mYSeLF n StOP hURTinG MYSeLF..!!U teACH mI HOw TO ForGEt N foRgiVE..IM relI haPPie!!!!I rElI keeP All DIz IN mY miND BAObeiI!!!ThaNX Fer ALl Dat YEaHX...mISS euU so Much...remEMBER the TIme wE goNA mArRY..HEHehEH..ReMEmbeR the HAMsTEr EUu BoUGHt FeR mI..so SwEET EUu Noe MArx?!!!kla..ur LAOpO Zai gTG eDI..DInneR Time..HAHahahah..bye BYe YEahx...sMUACkzZzZ

DATz PiKO LifE oN FeBrUArY 2007..!!pIKo AwAKe N haVInG her neW LiFE oN maRCh..!!!!NO sADneSs ..no sUFFErNEss..NO haTENeSS...BUt FUlL Of HAppINEsS..!!!!!HOoorAYYYYYYYYYYYY..PiKO SUcCeESsS